hmmm......
well i went to the backline last night it was pretty gay as usual.. i dont even know why i keep going..probably to keep my boyfriend happy :-/ but yeah the worst thing that happened last night was his ex was there and she was trying to make me jealous, which obviously didnt work because im with him not her so obviously he didnt like her or else he'd still be with her....i hate little immature bitches like that...i love my baby soo much, i would do anything for him..if it means beatin that girls ass...
today sucks already...adam hasnt called me yet and its almost 2 o'clock....and when school starts im not going to be talking to him hardly EVER on the phone and i will only see him on the weekends...it kinda sucks...i guess im going to have to get used to it...thats why we didnt fight yesterday because i let everything go that i used to get mad about...because i love him. and everything i got mad about was just pushing him away.....i dont want to ever do that, so i decided to just let go..and not worry about anything..its the best thing to do..i know he loves me...or else he wouldn't of given me that "special" item...believe it or not, thats probably the only reason i truly believe he loves me, because i dont deserve one minute of it...
anywho im going to go do something with myself..boring life i tell ya.. :-/ hmm oh well..i guess ill just have to go sleep or something......
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today sucks already...adam hasnt called me yet and its almost 2 o'clock....and when school starts im not going to be talking to him hardly EVER on the phone and i will only see him on the weekends...it kinda sucks...i guess im going to have to get used to it...thats why we didnt fight yesterday because i let everything go that i used to get mad about...because i love him. and everything i got mad about was just pushing him away.....i dont want to ever do that, so i decided to just let go..and not worry about anything..its the best thing to do..i know he loves me...or else he wouldn't of given me that "special" item...believe it or not, thats probably the only reason i truly believe he loves me, because i dont deserve one minute of it...
anywho im going to go do something with myself..boring life i tell ya.. :-/ hmm oh well..i guess ill just have to go sleep or something......
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