Jul 24, 2005 00:23
you know what I'm really excited about, regarding college? I mean, you probably do, but this is a livejournal, so I'm going to continue.
I can't wait to leave shit behind. Parents, relationships, everything that's gone bad, the stuff I don't really want to be reminded of. And even now, I still kind of feel like things around me are in this opaque, ambiguous state. Friends don't talk much anymore, things are sort of fragile, like everyone wants things to end on a good note, despite this tension. You know, I'm starting a trend...a trend I'm sure will miserably fail, but I'm going to try. If you've got a problem with me, if you've got something you want to say to me, anything, everything, do it here, do it now. Comment anonymously if you want, call me, whatever, I just want to know what everyone is thinking before I leave to never return (maybe = D ).
I don't care what you say, just say it, get it out there, purge your mind. It'll be for the better, I promise.
Free me, right now,
You take me away, you take it from me
Beautiful prisoner, let it be dead
Promises made it certain to end
Voices and visions are locked in my head
I could sing for sorrow
All of the words that we damn never speak
All of our ghosts and secrets we keep
Gather them all we'll bury them deep