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its really bad sometimes
when you can't figure out what to do and everything seems to blur together
i went for a run today and as tired as I got right away, I just focused on my heart and forgot about life for a moment. That moment...was the best moment in awhile
I have been slightly...okay more than slightly depressed as of lately....you would think I would be happy to have a BA degree and I would be moving forward...im stuck...im lost...i hate myself more...
I am trying hard to move forward and get on with life...I am looking for a job consistantly (if that is even spelled right) but its hard enough.
I just hate this depression...I hate these emotions...I wish I could just rip them out of me and be like NOT TODAY YOU FUCKER...I just...
anyways things arent as horrible as they sound...i got a roof over my head and access to free food (although my brother needs to work on food that makes sense)...I guess its just time to find something...
i miss you guys...i miss all of you...call me....:)
when you can't figure out what to do and everything seems to blur together
i went for a run today and as tired as I got right away, I just focused on my heart and forgot about life for a moment. That moment...was the best moment in awhile
I have been slightly...okay more than slightly depressed as of lately....you would think I would be happy to have a BA degree and I would be moving forward...im stuck...im lost...i hate myself more...
I am trying hard to move forward and get on with life...I am looking for a job consistantly (if that is even spelled right) but its hard enough.
I just hate this depression...I hate these emotions...I wish I could just rip them out of me and be like NOT TODAY YOU FUCKER...I just...
anyways things arent as horrible as they sound...i got a roof over my head and access to free food (although my brother needs to work on food that makes sense)...I guess its just time to find something...
i miss you guys...i miss all of you...call me....:)