never knew
for some reason, they are all getting to me.
i know im not, but why in the world does suddenly everyone think that im the worst person in the world?
that ive changed and dont care about anyone anymore.
that im some pathetic loser who has abandoned his friends.
that im just another jerk they can talk about behind their back. (because that happens you know)
ive lost friends over something that I didnt even know I did. something so small and insignificant.
did i realize it then? no.
but now, now i feel like everything i just listed.
so, apparently, thats the robby the world sees now.
hello all. i guess im not even who i thought i was.
i know im still the same guy, but i cant help but wonder if those things that have been said about me are true...