>_<;;
Gawd. I was having a decent conversation with Theresa (finally) and mom picks up the phone and starts running HER mouth. I honestly don't get it. Why does she have to bitch CONSTANTLY?!
I know Theresa's right in saying 1/4 of the bills in this house are mine. For the most part.
Electric, Internet, Water, Heat. Those are what I should be paying 1/4 of. But things such as TV and house phone aren't things I use under normal circumstances. I mean now I have to use the house phone because of the fact my cell is off.
But other than that... how in the hell do I owe this family 200 a month? I barely owe them 100.
All I do is eat and sleep and shower and use the internet. Mean for about...9 hours a day I"m at work. That leaves.. 15 hours. At least 8 are sleeping.
So honestly.. if you add an hour to get ready for work. That leaves me 6 hours that I'm actually uuuh around this family?
That's not a lot. But other than that I have no idea.
I mean I want to be able to help them with bills and shit but thats kind of hard. Seriously feel like the most I can GIVE them is 60 a month.
233 - Check
105 - Car
In four week period. My car is 420. Out of $932, after my car payment I have exactly...$512 dollars left a month.
That seems like...an amazing amount. o_o Actually...
I don't see how thats possible xD It seems amazing!
So... 512.
144 a month is my sugoicon goal, thats 36 dollars a week for TWELEVE whole weeks.
Leaving me.. every four weeks. $368.
I would like to put... 25 a month for my bills. The four ones I have. Which is $100 a month. Leaving me exactly.. $268.
Of course that excludes Gas. So you minus about... 80 for gas a month? Around that? Leaves me $188.
So after all that I have 188 left. Not a bad deal I suppose. So.. thats decent.
I suppose I can manage off that.. maybe. If I have to I could possibly cut back my sugoicon budget because I can't IMAGINE spending 220 on junk xD
But overall. If I'd give mom 60 a month its something. Leaves me...oh... 128 a month.
I know thats not a lot. and I can't figure out HOW to break that down weekly.
But o_o its only gonna start....first check for august. which is pretty soon 8D Next friday (before my birthday) will be the last week before my budget ^^;
So probably.. 105, 25, 15, 20, 29 ..... A week. For 12 weeks.
o_o Honestly I can't imagine that working out.. Because I"d get 32 dollars for myself.
Somehow I'll make it work =/ I think. >_< I do a lot of budgets but.. who knows?
I'm taking on a lot of responsibility for sugoicon because the room is this huge 180. But I can't even imagine... 140 being O.o more than I need for spending. So I suppose as long as I have 210 to cover room + reg I'm fine xD
I dunno. =/ Kind of fustrating. Because I start out with a lot of money and end up with barely ANY.
T_T I hate it so much..seriously I do.
Perhaps sugoicon wont be as good as I want it to be because thats a huge fucking amount of money for 3 days. I mean I'm almost tempted to just get a room for saturday night. O.o;
But that would require busing back and fourth. T_T; I don't know what to do.. I have no money for anything I want in life. And that depresses me.
I'm trying so hard to make everything work but its not working at all.
After... 420-car, 100 - bills, 60 - mom, 80-gas..
In a month I have like.. 272 a month left? So from August - October if I follow THAT budget. I've made.. 2,796 dollars. And I get... 816 of it? Geez x.o; Sucks to be me!
I suppose what I can do is take my 272 a month.. of what I have left. And put it up. And save, then I can fully decide how to handle sugoicon?
Which would break down to...
Monthly: 932
Car: 420
Gas: 80
Mom: 60
Bills: 100
Left: 272.
And Weekly: 233
Car: 105
Gas: 20
Mom: 15
Bills: 25
Left: 68
I can deal with that. Because weekly I can budget what I PERSONALLY have left.
I suppose I"ll do that for now. ^-^ It should make things a bit easier.. just have to figure out sugoicon.
I know with 68 I can get dog food, smokes, personal things, laundry soap or food here and there to help out. Not by a lot as mom wants me to do (She expects me to spend like...200) at the fucking grocery. And I just dont have THAT type of money but I can buy bread here or milk or shampoo, or food for my lunches and Kenny's lunch. That sort of thing I CAN do ^-^;
But I dunno. I suppose I'll figure it out eventually.
But for the next two weeks (this friday and next) I'm going to break it down as best as I can without a budget.
Oh well o_o If anyone reads all of this (and I doubt anyone will) I'm sorry about the rambling? xD Honestly I didn't mean to ramble and I know half of this makes NO sense but its sort my type of thing to TRY to keep from going insane!
And I know with 25 a month on my bills its not going to make a huge difference until like october but fuck.. if I do that then I'm PAYING something and they can shove it up their asses.
I know Theresa's right in saying 1/4 of the bills in this house are mine. For the most part.
Electric, Internet, Water, Heat. Those are what I should be paying 1/4 of. But things such as TV and house phone aren't things I use under normal circumstances. I mean now I have to use the house phone because of the fact my cell is off.
But other than that... how in the hell do I owe this family 200 a month? I barely owe them 100.
All I do is eat and sleep and shower and use the internet. Mean for about...9 hours a day I"m at work. That leaves.. 15 hours. At least 8 are sleeping.
So honestly.. if you add an hour to get ready for work. That leaves me 6 hours that I'm actually uuuh around this family?
That's not a lot. But other than that I have no idea.
I mean I want to be able to help them with bills and shit but thats kind of hard. Seriously feel like the most I can GIVE them is 60 a month.
233 - Check
105 - Car
In four week period. My car is 420. Out of $932, after my car payment I have exactly...$512 dollars left a month.
That seems like...an amazing amount. o_o Actually...
I don't see how thats possible xD It seems amazing!
So... 512.
144 a month is my sugoicon goal, thats 36 dollars a week for TWELEVE whole weeks.
Leaving me.. every four weeks. $368.
I would like to put... 25 a month for my bills. The four ones I have. Which is $100 a month. Leaving me exactly.. $268.
Of course that excludes Gas. So you minus about... 80 for gas a month? Around that? Leaves me $188.
So after all that I have 188 left. Not a bad deal I suppose. So.. thats decent.
I suppose I can manage off that.. maybe. If I have to I could possibly cut back my sugoicon budget because I can't IMAGINE spending 220 on junk xD
But overall. If I'd give mom 60 a month its something. Leaves me...oh... 128 a month.
I know thats not a lot. and I can't figure out HOW to break that down weekly.
But o_o its only gonna start....first check for august. which is pretty soon 8D Next friday (before my birthday) will be the last week before my budget ^^;
So probably.. 105, 25, 15, 20, 29 ..... A week. For 12 weeks.
o_o Honestly I can't imagine that working out.. Because I"d get 32 dollars for myself.
Somehow I'll make it work =/ I think. >_< I do a lot of budgets but.. who knows?
I'm taking on a lot of responsibility for sugoicon because the room is this huge 180. But I can't even imagine... 140 being O.o more than I need for spending. So I suppose as long as I have 210 to cover room + reg I'm fine xD
I dunno. =/ Kind of fustrating. Because I start out with a lot of money and end up with barely ANY.
T_T I hate it so much..seriously I do.
Perhaps sugoicon wont be as good as I want it to be because thats a huge fucking amount of money for 3 days. I mean I'm almost tempted to just get a room for saturday night. O.o;
But that would require busing back and fourth. T_T; I don't know what to do.. I have no money for anything I want in life. And that depresses me.
I'm trying so hard to make everything work but its not working at all.
After... 420-car, 100 - bills, 60 - mom, 80-gas..
In a month I have like.. 272 a month left? So from August - October if I follow THAT budget. I've made.. 2,796 dollars. And I get... 816 of it? Geez x.o; Sucks to be me!
I suppose what I can do is take my 272 a month.. of what I have left. And put it up. And save, then I can fully decide how to handle sugoicon?
Which would break down to...
Monthly: 932
Car: 420
Gas: 80
Mom: 60
Bills: 100
Left: 272.
And Weekly: 233
Car: 105
Gas: 20
Mom: 15
Bills: 25
Left: 68
I can deal with that. Because weekly I can budget what I PERSONALLY have left.
I suppose I"ll do that for now. ^-^ It should make things a bit easier.. just have to figure out sugoicon.
I know with 68 I can get dog food, smokes, personal things, laundry soap or food here and there to help out. Not by a lot as mom wants me to do (She expects me to spend like...200) at the fucking grocery. And I just dont have THAT type of money but I can buy bread here or milk or shampoo, or food for my lunches and Kenny's lunch. That sort of thing I CAN do ^-^;
But I dunno. I suppose I'll figure it out eventually.
But for the next two weeks (this friday and next) I'm going to break it down as best as I can without a budget.
Oh well o_o If anyone reads all of this (and I doubt anyone will) I'm sorry about the rambling? xD Honestly I didn't mean to ramble and I know half of this makes NO sense but its sort my type of thing to TRY to keep from going insane!
And I know with 25 a month on my bills its not going to make a huge difference until like october but fuck.. if I do that then I'm PAYING something and they can shove it up their asses.