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Okay well today was an off day.Today I felt like I needed to work a lot of things out.I didn't cry even though I wanted to.I'm not taking any "it'll be okays" or anything.I'm just going to let time heal everything.Like I was telling Angela earlier during our conversation...sorry if I sounded like a book.Yeah anyways i'm tired of always having to be the one that gets hurt,Ughhhh i'm soo frustrated.I want to go back to New York & just forget about everyone for a little while.I'm not going to let those mistakes have any influence in my life.How long is it okay to be mad at someone????Everytime I forgive people they always end up doing the same thing again & i'm the one who has to be sad.I'm really considering the trip to San Antonio now even if I miss a couple of appointments & classes.Okaaay so maybe i've said to much already.I need to talk to you soon!Tired of hiding behind my smile.This summer has been a good experience it helped me realize that i'm a very jealous person...i know bad.I also learned that you can't be trusted, CheddarBox is going to be famous ;D,how to lower prices in China Town,Mc Donald's in New York DOES NOT serve spaghetti & it's okay to get mad.Enough of this I have practice early tomorrow & I probably won't sleep.
<3 Jen
<3 Jen