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summers over.
this summer was.. an adventure.
(+) i found my best friends
(-) i had to say goodbye to place i love
(+) i get to work at this place for a whole summer next year
(+/-) i changed so much and i cant decide if its good or bad
i remember my last day ever at school - the last exam. got there took it and then hopped on the bus with rachelle (like every other exam) and went to her house. ate chinese, watched movies, and had a fun time. and right now, i dont think ill be able to label ONE DAY as the last day of summer.
i wont be able to day THIS IS WHAT I DID because i dont want to.
i dont want there to be a last day of summer.
this is my last summer. next year ill be a counselor and,
although ill have an amazing summer, i wont be able to
have a summer like this one. a summer that brought on
decisions and heart aches and friendship challenges.
new friends. new experiences.
im dreding the last "day" of summer.
but its coming.
and there isnt much to look forward too.
(crediting lisa for this idea)
but shes right. what is there at school?
drama. backstabbing. home work. tests. stress.
sittng at a good lunch table. partners in classes.
nothing im ready to go back to.
A picture postcard, a folded stub, A program of the play
File away the photographs of your holiday
And your mementos will turn to dust
But that's the price you pay
For ev'ry year is a souvenir
That slowly fades away
-Billy Joel