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So..its been awhile. Its funny how much I used to write here. Was it because I was lonely? Possibly. I have such amazing friends here that I no longer need somewhere to vent. I have people that listen to me. I have a real social life. I guess since it took me until college to get into the real swing of things, maybe it will take that long to figure other things out. I hope that all of your lives are happy and that you are enjoying your lives as they unfold before you. High school seems so distant yet so close at the same time. Crazy to think that I am already past halfway through my sophmore year. I also can't believe how much people look to me sometimes. Its almost overwhelming at times. I have an impact on this school more than a lot of other people get the opportunity to have. The other day someone said that I'm too self-sufficient for a relationship and I wonder if its true. I've always believed that I can be intimidating but the idea that guys want someone who needs them could have an affect on all this. I am very self-sufficient and I guess I want to be with someone but I don't need it. Happy Wednesday!