Need.
Periodically I get this...strange need to get rid of my things.
I like to sell them off, or return what I can so I can get the money and give it to someone who can love something. Or someone who has a chance at life.
I look at own existence and realize I can only be distracted so much. I keep repeating a cycle and spending money on myself, only never to feel any different about my life. I get a small sensation of power that comes spending and having relevance when I pursue these minor achievements of ownership.
I feel unheard, and unhappy, with nothing to offer.
All that's left for me is to reinforce my own sense of loneliness with constant narcissistic need to complain and create drama because my life is empty.
I like to sell them off, or return what I can so I can get the money and give it to someone who can love something. Or someone who has a chance at life.
I look at own existence and realize I can only be distracted so much. I keep repeating a cycle and spending money on myself, only never to feel any different about my life. I get a small sensation of power that comes spending and having relevance when I pursue these minor achievements of ownership.
I feel unheard, and unhappy, with nothing to offer.
All that's left for me is to reinforce my own sense of loneliness with constant narcissistic need to complain and create drama because my life is empty.