and here is the bottom... i hope
so my life has basically fallen apart. i was just told by my roommate that he is gonna rent out the house after he renovates it. he offered it to me first. if i rent it the price will probably be 1550 plus utilities. i have 3 total rooms here and it is in a rad location so finding two/3 roommates wouldnt be too hard and if i got a second job and/or dropped my car i could afford it. i dont really have much of a life nowadays anyway so i might as well be working. the sad thing, i just painted this room and i still need to get more paint to finish it. just when i thought everything couldnt get worse... it does. i am just waiting for the next hit. i need a fuckin drink. someone fucking talk to me i need to hear someone to tell me that this is gonna be okay. no friends no health no one to talk to now no home. apparently people didnt really want to hang out tonight. i think i am gonna go gor a walk...i want to get high and just escape my life for a while.