I don't remember telling you that he knew about the whole situation. And if I did tell you that, then I am sorry for lying to you. It would have been wrong of me. I DON'T have feelings for him anymore. So, therefore, he can not be referred to as my "Little Fantasy Guy". Because he certainly is not. That was mean of you...but if that's the way you feel, I can't change it. It was mean of me to lie to you too. I'm sorry again. I don't like fighting with you either. I didn't mean for all of this to turn into a "let's hate jennie" fest. I didn't mean to get you all angry at me. I didn't know that you still felt that strongly. I wouldn't have even mentioned Curtis in the entry if I knew that it would upset you this much. I'm sorry that I don't love you anymore. It's true that you are better off without me. I'm just a bunch of extra baggage to worry about. It's also true that curtis is better of not even talking to me. I was never obsessing over him. I did have a crush on him, though. It wasn't "obsession". Maybe you should just forget about me. You would be so much happier. Seriously... I didn't realize that the entry would hurt you so much. I know that it's my journal and I can say whatever the fuck I want to, but I should have considered that you might read it and it might hurt you. The lyrics before the paragraph about him had nothing to do with the boy at all at all at allllll. At All. Yes, it was after the paragraph about him, but it was also right before the paragraph about the show and what time i got home and whatnot. Well, I'm sorry that you regret meeting me... Just forget about me if it will make you happier. I know that it would. And why can't you just keep me "out of sight and out of mind"? Yeah, i'm sorry that i got all defensive. I know now that it hurts you and it is my fault that you're feeling this way. I'm sorry that you feel betrayed. I don't understand why you made "the deal" if you knew that it would hurt you. You shouldn't have been so worried about losing me because sexual things are not all that i think about. We could have just fucking hung out and listened to music and messed things up..damn. Plus, it's not like i'm something special and worth worrying about losing. There are tons of other girls just like me and better. No one is original. But I should have known better. I'm sorry. I've matured a lot since then. I'd like to think that I'm maybe less selfish, but that might just be wishful thinking on my part. I'm good at not keeping in contact. So I suppose that i do have an "imaginary switch". However, I don't think that I can just switch your friendship off. We've known each other too long and been through too much shit. I'm sorry that you feel so horrible about this. I'm sorry that it's my fault that you feel so horrible, too. But I am glad that you aren't mad at me, I guess.
I DON'T have feelings for him anymore. So, therefore, he can not be referred to as my "Little Fantasy Guy". Because he certainly is not.
That was mean of you...but if that's the way you feel, I can't change it. It was mean of me to lie to you too. I'm sorry again.
I don't like fighting with you either. I didn't mean for all of this to turn into a "let's hate jennie" fest. I didn't mean to get you all angry at me.
I didn't know that you still felt that strongly. I wouldn't have even mentioned Curtis in the entry if I knew that it would upset you this much.
I'm sorry that I don't love you anymore. It's true that you are better off without me. I'm just a bunch of extra baggage to worry about. It's also true that curtis is better of not even talking to me.
I was never obsessing over him. I did have a crush on him, though. It wasn't "obsession".
Maybe you should just forget about me. You would be so much happier. Seriously...
I didn't realize that the entry would hurt you so much. I know that it's my journal and I can say whatever the fuck I want to, but I should have considered that you might read it and it might hurt you.
The lyrics before the paragraph about him had nothing to do with the boy at all at all at allllll. At All. Yes, it was after the paragraph about him, but it was also right before the paragraph about the show and what time i got home and whatnot.
Well, I'm sorry that you regret meeting me...
Just forget about me if it will make you happier. I know that it would. And why can't you just keep me "out of sight and out of mind"?
Yeah, i'm sorry that i got all defensive. I know now that it hurts you and it is my fault that you're feeling this way. I'm sorry that you feel betrayed.
I don't understand why you made "the deal" if you knew that it would hurt you. You shouldn't have been so worried about losing me because sexual things are not all that i think about. We could have just fucking hung out and listened to music and messed things up..damn. Plus, it's not like i'm something special and worth worrying about losing. There are tons of other girls just like me and better. No one is original. But I should have known better. I'm sorry. I've matured a lot since then. I'd like to think that I'm maybe less selfish, but that might just be wishful thinking on my part.
I'm good at not keeping in contact. So I suppose that i do have an "imaginary switch". However, I don't think that I can just switch your friendship off. We've known each other too long and been through too much shit.
I'm sorry that you feel so horrible about this. I'm sorry that it's my fault that you feel so horrible, too. But I am glad that you aren't mad at me, I guess.
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