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so this week has been well interesting....
lets start back on friday.. i went home sick with a fever and just everything was wrong... i was sick and didnt want to be at school.. so i left.. i left during fourth period.. well coach albright said i still have to go to practice and watch.. last time i checked you werent supposed to go sit in cold gyms with a runny nose... and you arent supposed to go to practice if you dont go to school.. especially if you are sick... yeah so ne ways.. i went.. my mom got mad.. she got over it..
then even further back coach a told me that i have to make up running for the one practice i missed when i was in chicago for wicked and my cousins bat mitzvah... now lets just inform you that this bat mitzvah had been planned for two years... coach said its an unexcused absense and that i had to make up the running.. so i sucked it up and i was like okay fine.. just to let you know im still making up running... its been 2 weeks now...
yesterday was the worst day! after practice i go up to coach M and i ask what i have to do for the running today and she said before you run i want to let you know that the coaches and i discussed it and were like we think that in addition to all the running you have to sit the first half of the game! my jaw dropped along with tears.. the first thing i said was wait.. what.. why... and she told me that i wasnt giving 110% and the absence wasnt a good reason to miss practice..
so now im confused... lost... the only reason im still on the team is because of jeanine.. i love her so much... all the running i do to make up the absence she does with me.. she doesnt have too.. she could go home.. but she stays.. which makes it hard for me to be like yah i want to quit..
im so lost.. this is one of the hardest decisions i ever have to make.. .
i dont know how much longer i can take the coaches beatings...
and tomorrow is coach a's practice since coach m wont be here.. and its BS that i cant go to the football game because i have practice from 5:30-7:00... the game starts at 7 and it takes an hour and a half to get there... grrr.. the one time we are in the playoffs!!!!
well thats all my ranting and raving for now... leave a message if you any imput on it all.. any ideas... really im confused now and i dont know what to do ..
xoxoxo
Kat
lets start back on friday.. i went home sick with a fever and just everything was wrong... i was sick and didnt want to be at school.. so i left.. i left during fourth period.. well coach albright said i still have to go to practice and watch.. last time i checked you werent supposed to go sit in cold gyms with a runny nose... and you arent supposed to go to practice if you dont go to school.. especially if you are sick... yeah so ne ways.. i went.. my mom got mad.. she got over it..
then even further back coach a told me that i have to make up running for the one practice i missed when i was in chicago for wicked and my cousins bat mitzvah... now lets just inform you that this bat mitzvah had been planned for two years... coach said its an unexcused absense and that i had to make up the running.. so i sucked it up and i was like okay fine.. just to let you know im still making up running... its been 2 weeks now...
yesterday was the worst day! after practice i go up to coach M and i ask what i have to do for the running today and she said before you run i want to let you know that the coaches and i discussed it and were like we think that in addition to all the running you have to sit the first half of the game! my jaw dropped along with tears.. the first thing i said was wait.. what.. why... and she told me that i wasnt giving 110% and the absence wasnt a good reason to miss practice..
so now im confused... lost... the only reason im still on the team is because of jeanine.. i love her so much... all the running i do to make up the absence she does with me.. she doesnt have too.. she could go home.. but she stays.. which makes it hard for me to be like yah i want to quit..
im so lost.. this is one of the hardest decisions i ever have to make.. .
i dont know how much longer i can take the coaches beatings...
and tomorrow is coach a's practice since coach m wont be here.. and its BS that i cant go to the football game because i have practice from 5:30-7:00... the game starts at 7 and it takes an hour and a half to get there... grrr.. the one time we are in the playoffs!!!!
well thats all my ranting and raving for now... leave a message if you any imput on it all.. any ideas... really im confused now and i dont know what to do ..
xoxoxo
Kat