Oct 13, 2005 20:09
so my plans for HHN never go as i want them too.. . what is it now 3 years in a row they have been messed up. . . it makes me angry
BUT
Luckily today was yom kippur. . day of atonement where we are forgiven for our sins from god and such. . and we are starting off a new year with a clean slate. .
today i had to fast .. this morning i went to services we got there at 10 ish and didnt leave until 2:30. . i didnt eat until i got home around like 3:30 im slowly making it longer each year. .but i guess it doesnt help that 1- after working out im still sore so i need food like potassium to help. . 2-all girls understand period cravings. . 3- i always eat constantly. . so its hard. .
but i did it for 20 hours. . almost made it to 24. . ill get there eventually
im sad that i couldnt go to the game today. . . since i didnt work enuff practices cuz of bball conditioning then i didnt earn to go and since tonight ended yom kippur after not eating for like ever i really didnt have the energy to go . . even tho i want to. .i miss it!
well i guess thats all. . i dont have much else to say. . for now at least. . adios
any one if u want to hang out tomorrow night call me!
xoxoxoxo
Kat