AHHH
AHHHHHHH LIFE! FRIENDS! DRAMA! TEARS! FIGHTS!. they all SUCK! i hate it .. why do i feel like everytime i should apologize.. why do i feel like all of those times i apologized i was the one who shouldnt have.. why do i feel like everything is so aggrevating!!!argh!!!!
im sorry for what ever i do to ruin your plans, im sorry that i never want to do ALL the things you do. im sorry for crying. im sorry for fighting. im sorry for being wrong. im sorry for feeling this way. im sorry i really am.
i just dont even know what to do to please you anymore.
BUT...
then again... its not just me.. its you too.. so help take some of this off of me, i dont only just ruin your plans.. it comes back at me too.. and you dont want to do all the things i want either.. its just sometimes i make it obvious that i dont want to do things you do.. sometimes the times i got with you i dont want to be there but i do any ways.. and im sure that you dont want to do all the things that you come with me either.. and that has been proven...
BUT also... dont hold this against me.. im sure there will be more fights in the future like this.. but we cant have the same fight over and over again.. cuz its getting old that you use the same excuse.. and i dont want to be mad at you i hate being mad at you .. but its just a feeling.. and i hope it settles tonight.. i just needed to get my feelings out.. if you read this so be it.. but right now i dont know who to talk too... if your mad too then lets just give it a day.. and when i see you SOON.. itll all be fine... and forgotten....
::tear::
xoxox
kat
p.s. im sorry for venting like this.. but its my only way out right now
im sorry for what ever i do to ruin your plans, im sorry that i never want to do ALL the things you do. im sorry for crying. im sorry for fighting. im sorry for being wrong. im sorry for feeling this way. im sorry i really am.
i just dont even know what to do to please you anymore.
BUT...
then again... its not just me.. its you too.. so help take some of this off of me, i dont only just ruin your plans.. it comes back at me too.. and you dont want to do all the things i want either.. its just sometimes i make it obvious that i dont want to do things you do.. sometimes the times i got with you i dont want to be there but i do any ways.. and im sure that you dont want to do all the things that you come with me either.. and that has been proven...
BUT also... dont hold this against me.. im sure there will be more fights in the future like this.. but we cant have the same fight over and over again.. cuz its getting old that you use the same excuse.. and i dont want to be mad at you i hate being mad at you .. but its just a feeling.. and i hope it settles tonight.. i just needed to get my feelings out.. if you read this so be it.. but right now i dont know who to talk too... if your mad too then lets just give it a day.. and when i see you SOON.. itll all be fine... and forgotten....
::tear::
xoxox
kat
p.s. im sorry for venting like this.. but its my only way out right now