hard times
lately (well.. most of) my life has really sucked... i've been feeling sick for the past few weeks, things with my dad get worse every day, and most importantly- my emotions are going haywire
i keep thinking about the past, and how it was much better than now... i miss the people and freedoms i once had, and the contentness, and stableness of everything. the people around me that i love are all weaving an intricate web of lies around me, and i have no idea what to believe.
in short: i'm broken hearted, dissapointed, and defeated. i've just kind of given up on caring.
who knows? maybe i need a therapist, or should take my meds... except that i hate both... idk maybe its just a phase... but whatever it is, it sucks.