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Michelle had a terrible mid week. I did what I could do to help. But it all turned out more positive than negative however, because there was at least a diagnoses of the problem and a strategy made to address Michelle's ailment. The surgery will be in about three weeks. I felt terrible seeing her in so much pain. Except for taking her to the emergency room and visiting her in the hospital, I felt pretty helpless.
When she got out, I took her to lunch; which was great, because she had not eaten anything (virtually) for three days. And then we went back to my place and looked at wedding dresses and tuxedo's.
I went later to Russell's place to watch some art house movies and work on art. Which was fantastic, because I haven't touched my art work for nearly a week. Did about four hours of work. I think that it'll take about a year to complete this series, and all the while, I will be preparing and researching another series of work, either in oil paints or Guache. Probably Guache.
And then, at 11:25 pm, I got a call from work. I was called in.
The other thing that's been on my mind a lot, has been my negligence of Kung-Fu. Skipped way to many classes in two months. I'm just not into it, and I haven't been into it for a long time. I am so bored of my Saber form, which I have been training with for over two years, and it now feels like that I am just throwing it around inside and out side of class. I just caring about what I am doing there less and less. I am unhappy with my recent feelings towards my 15 year commitment to the Chinese Culture Center. Nothing against the school or what I have learned; but I am just getting very, very tired with doing the same thing, over and over again.
When she got out, I took her to lunch; which was great, because she had not eaten anything (virtually) for three days. And then we went back to my place and looked at wedding dresses and tuxedo's.
I went later to Russell's place to watch some art house movies and work on art. Which was fantastic, because I haven't touched my art work for nearly a week. Did about four hours of work. I think that it'll take about a year to complete this series, and all the while, I will be preparing and researching another series of work, either in oil paints or Guache. Probably Guache.
And then, at 11:25 pm, I got a call from work. I was called in.
The other thing that's been on my mind a lot, has been my negligence of Kung-Fu. Skipped way to many classes in two months. I'm just not into it, and I haven't been into it for a long time. I am so bored of my Saber form, which I have been training with for over two years, and it now feels like that I am just throwing it around inside and out side of class. I just caring about what I am doing there less and less. I am unhappy with my recent feelings towards my 15 year commitment to the Chinese Culture Center. Nothing against the school or what I have learned; but I am just getting very, very tired with doing the same thing, over and over again.