Quiet Day
I don't know what my deal is. I just want to be quiet and stay home. Not be bothered by people. I'm not mad at anyone, upset at anything. I just want to stay home and be left alone. I'm not usually like this too often, so beneath the "leave me alone", I'm a little worried as to why I feel this way. Not worried enough to examine it too closely, though.
"Gus" is better, although some foods still hurt. The pain isn't in my throat exactly, it's lower than that - more in my chest. And that is a scary place to have pain. When it first starting hurting REALLY bad, I thought I was having a heart attack. VERY scary stuff.
I'm going to the movies tonight and out for chinese. I don't really want to do either. I want to ramble around my townhouse and just be. But I can't as I already have plans. Oh well. We are going to see "Thirteen". Which sounds morbid and not something I need right now.
Just reread my journal entry and I think it's more depressing than I actually am. Maybe not though.
"Gus" is better, although some foods still hurt. The pain isn't in my throat exactly, it's lower than that - more in my chest. And that is a scary place to have pain. When it first starting hurting REALLY bad, I thought I was having a heart attack. VERY scary stuff.
I'm going to the movies tonight and out for chinese. I don't really want to do either. I want to ramble around my townhouse and just be. But I can't as I already have plans. Oh well. We are going to see "Thirteen". Which sounds morbid and not something I need right now.
Just reread my journal entry and I think it's more depressing than I actually am. Maybe not though.