Dec 04, 2004 01:14
I hate my body. I hate my life. I just got done with a toast bing. YUCK I think im close to 1000 cal. Now my stomach is killing me for shoving gross things into it.
I just want to be thin so bad. I went shopping today with a friend. Seeing all the cure things i could be wearing just killed me. I cant wear them now cause im so gross. but soon i will be perfict and some one will notice me first for a change. when i am beautiful i wont have to spend my days alone.