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After Emily's post, I felt like doing something like that myself.
Notes to Anonymous People:
1.) I wish I could tell you what I feel now, but it woudln't be right. Anyway, I'm pretty sure it'd be a no-go anyway. I still should tell you sometime.
2.) I wish I could tell you what I feel now, but I'm just not too sure anymore. Things are wavering, and I think maybe that might be the sign.
3.) We've drifted a lot. We were both busy and our lives have gone different paths. Honestly I'm not too sure I really mind any more how far apart we have seem to have gotten.
4.) I wish I knew better really where we stood. Maybe things are where I think they are, and maybe they aren't. All the same, it's hard to say when I'll find out.
5.) I feel bad we've drifted, but I don't really have too much motivation to work to make it like it used to be. I don't think it could be anyway. I'm glad things are working well for you, though.
6.) I know things have kinda fallen apart for you. It seems like sometimes you're holding onto something that shouldn't be. You don't want to see it any other way. Maybe I'm wrong, and I could be.
7.) I have no idea how you're doing any more. The random things I see about you make it seem you're happy. I'm glad for you. I don't mind that we're far apart now.
8.) I am so excited for you. Your recent growths have been so wonderful to see. I hope things keep working out well for you, and I need to remember to keep in close touch with you more often.
9.) I am so sorry you're in this situation. I pray everything works out well for you. Be strong and don't let things fall apart because of this. You can be strong.
10.) I wonder what you'd think of me now. I find myself occassionally thinking about you, but there is little emotion attached to it. You were part of a different life, and maybe you shouldn't even really have been part of that.
11.) I hope things make sense for you. I know you're confused about some stuff, but give it time and God will make things clear for you. Keep your eyes open.
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okay, that was fun. At least it helped me express some things and not really express them at all. This seems good at the moment. It can be hard expressing some things to certain people, even if it's about someone else because it seems to go cross-purposes. Oh well. Things will snap together better in time. For the time being, I'm not particularly bothered by it all. I just bide.
I might go to bed now.... it's really early for me, but I'm getting really sleepy. I don't know if Kasey will be online later. I feel good talking to her, and I owuld wait up more if I knew. I still might. I am unsure.
Emily IM'd me tonight. I was surprised because I forgot she was getting her laptop ready. I was planning on calling her tonight anyway, and it was cool to talk to her. We will have to try some more chess. I found out you can make it so there's no time limit when you make a game. You go to like Game Settings when you're setting up a table.
That's all for now. I need to go paint tomorrow. I can't let slip the painting I'm working on otherwise it'll never get done. And I still need to finish that mouth. *sigh* oh well.
Notes to Anonymous People:
1.) I wish I could tell you what I feel now, but it woudln't be right. Anyway, I'm pretty sure it'd be a no-go anyway. I still should tell you sometime.
2.) I wish I could tell you what I feel now, but I'm just not too sure anymore. Things are wavering, and I think maybe that might be the sign.
3.) We've drifted a lot. We were both busy and our lives have gone different paths. Honestly I'm not too sure I really mind any more how far apart we have seem to have gotten.
4.) I wish I knew better really where we stood. Maybe things are where I think they are, and maybe they aren't. All the same, it's hard to say when I'll find out.
5.) I feel bad we've drifted, but I don't really have too much motivation to work to make it like it used to be. I don't think it could be anyway. I'm glad things are working well for you, though.
6.) I know things have kinda fallen apart for you. It seems like sometimes you're holding onto something that shouldn't be. You don't want to see it any other way. Maybe I'm wrong, and I could be.
7.) I have no idea how you're doing any more. The random things I see about you make it seem you're happy. I'm glad for you. I don't mind that we're far apart now.
8.) I am so excited for you. Your recent growths have been so wonderful to see. I hope things keep working out well for you, and I need to remember to keep in close touch with you more often.
9.) I am so sorry you're in this situation. I pray everything works out well for you. Be strong and don't let things fall apart because of this. You can be strong.
10.) I wonder what you'd think of me now. I find myself occassionally thinking about you, but there is little emotion attached to it. You were part of a different life, and maybe you shouldn't even really have been part of that.
11.) I hope things make sense for you. I know you're confused about some stuff, but give it time and God will make things clear for you. Keep your eyes open.
~~~~~
okay, that was fun. At least it helped me express some things and not really express them at all. This seems good at the moment. It can be hard expressing some things to certain people, even if it's about someone else because it seems to go cross-purposes. Oh well. Things will snap together better in time. For the time being, I'm not particularly bothered by it all. I just bide.
I might go to bed now.... it's really early for me, but I'm getting really sleepy. I don't know if Kasey will be online later. I feel good talking to her, and I owuld wait up more if I knew. I still might. I am unsure.
Emily IM'd me tonight. I was surprised because I forgot she was getting her laptop ready. I was planning on calling her tonight anyway, and it was cool to talk to her. We will have to try some more chess. I found out you can make it so there's no time limit when you make a game. You go to like Game Settings when you're setting up a table.
That's all for now. I need to go paint tomorrow. I can't let slip the painting I'm working on otherwise it'll never get done. And I still need to finish that mouth. *sigh* oh well.