Jan 28, 2005 01:34
since recently messing up twice my days a hectically busy, starting the day off at 615 to be across town at 700 for community service or at 830/930 and halfway across town at 900. leave either of those places at 1200(Mon.Wed.) 130(tue.thu) to go to human ecology or art appreciation. when leaving human ecology i go directly to alternative school, and do my work there or if my boss forgot my schedule i'll check in at school and head to work. mon/wed i DO have a half hour a free time between art and rugby, probably a good thing the two wouldn't seem to mix. wed after practice straight to church for an hour to help plan youth sunday, from there(and every possible open hour) i attend NA meetings all over town. however NA meetings slow me down(in a most good way). i feel like the only one there without god/ higher power, which doesn't bother me but if i do get around to sharing it could be an invitation for a saving. NA. just listening gives me hope and comfort that it really can be done, and i was so relieved to find out that most of these awesome people are there because of weed, half baked gave us all a bad impression. i really think the just for today method will pull me out. i try to get two meetings in a day the other day i had three, saturdays i shoot for 4. the other day i had the worst combination of the above 1200AM NA meeting, 700 community service, human ecology, alternative for 10 minutes to check in and went to work until 1100-1130. i was comfortably used to a really unstructured, uneventful day. but this is what i get for the choices i make, although he could have put it in the center console or under HIS seat or not speed through a college town.
my days will be nice knowing that you are coming so soon, i cant wait!