Nov 09, 2006 13:58
It's my second day of the diet and I'm hoping I can keep my will power up because I'm on nights tonights. I know that if I stick to it for a few days I'll be really good and strict. My goal seems so far away now. I've seen a lovely pair of jeans and I really want to look great in them for the XTINA CONCERT!!!!!!!!! I've got a week to fit into the size I want.
Its been a while since I've felt good about myself and I started to get that feeling just before I went away about a month ago. I can do it again. I was just about to give in to my cravings last night, when I thought about my works Xmas do and how good I want to look. It kind of helped but I still had a small treat. Felt so guilty afterwards. I like that feeling, it keeps me motivated.
I've decided I'm going to weigh myself tomorrow. I think the shock is what I need to get me back to running and fitness. Wish me luck!