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I feel like the devil is on my back and he knows my name.......
I binged yesterday well technically it wasn't a binge my total was 1053 cals but I had done so well all day 138 cals till 7.00p.m then I have a glass of wine then another and then what do you know out comes the cheese platter out goes my self control. Wine is my killer but I love a glass it's my drug of choice and surely I deserve something at the end of the day?????
I love my kids they are wonderful human beings who make me laugh and laugh,they're also good don't throw tantrums and are my most positive aspect in my life. Even if I thought my life wasn't worth living any more I know I could look to them they are my support my reason to go on my reason to keep control of this stupid eating problem whatever it is EDNos I guess......
In positive note I pushed myself to the gym all this week even though I've been feeling a little lazy and as a reward have bought a new pair of sweat pants in xs which I was amazed to find when I got home bloody well fit
Long weekend this weekend thanks Queen of England and Happy Birthday I'll drink one to you.....