Oct 08, 2003 00:21
i called you tonight and you were sleeping, i needed you to keep me awake and entertain my petty issues
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i dont really like who i have become, i dont know how to change it,
...well i do, but i dont know how to accomplish that because i cant explain how i feel. there is just too much change going on and i cant cope.
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im sorry for whatever i did to you people to make you want to hate me or to make up lies about me.
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i want this year to be over, these stupid phases of the high school soap opera.
i want to go to college, i want to get out of this goddamn house, most of all i want a drama-free life.
for some reason i feel i disclaimer is necessary: please dont take this post as a personal insult. if you think anything is directed toward you then maybe it is. but i dont HATE anyone, i just dont know whats going on, and i dont know how to explain myself so i can please everyone.