3 stops to the big dream i dream
long story short, ive had a bad like last 2 months. really for no reason, i guess it just happens sometimes. ive done a lot of thinking, reading, crying, talking, walking, and running. somewhere between all of that i think i figured it out. the point is, im feeling better. for a long time i decided not to write things down..you know my thoughts and what not, because for me that just made them "permanent" and i didnt like the idea of that. now i realize that it is dumb. i have a lot of ideas bouncing around in my head (especially because ive been reading like crazy). maybe i will write some down eventually.
the quick run-down of the past few months:
-school is done. no spring/summer classes for me
-more rob drama. really one day i should write a book.
-i got all 4 of my wisdom teeth pulled
-alex moved to oxford
-i started subsitute teaching
-i decided im not getting a job over the summer and im just going to enjoy myself for once in my damn life
-i started running again. sort of.
-my dad was diagnosed with prostate cancer
-my grandpas heart tried to stop and kill him and what not and hes not doing so hot
-my student teaching application is due real soon
-i have been having SO many dreams lately. very vivid too. and interesting.
thats more or less it. it sounds worse than it is, i swear. at least i think..
i finally saw alex this weekend. its been almost a month which is the longest we have gone without seeing each other since we met. needless to say, it was wonderful to see him, hug him, spend time with him, to be able to TALK TO HIM AND LOOK AT HIM at the same time. all the little things that i missed. i could really go on forever, its kind of stupid. im not going to though i promise. im just a very lucky girl. i like him very much :)
ive found myself getting really into "folk" music lately. after the Paleo show last week, i kind of cant stop listening to this song. it kind of hits home right now. i also find some humor in this, because paleo plays approximatley 2-3 chords per song (you can bet that they are I, IV, V). but i love it.
lying in our bed we look up at the feet of the ceiling
and we wait for the train. we go three stops more to a dream
to hell with your organs. bury me with my machines
see for yourself i see only what i wish to see
my formidable. my formidable foe
oh, all your light in my eyes. there is no bigger soul i know
true i have known no nervous truth to pierce my tongue
but i swear by the rain in her hair she could be the one
bird what do you say
this is the story of our lives
how we get eachother through the night
lying in our bed she goes over my head sometimes
her hair makes a kind of cathedral between our eyes
my face is the floor under her stained glass skylight
rise when i call to you. smoke to the top of the sky
bird what do you say
this is the story of our lives
how we get each other through
how we get each other through the night
lying in our bed she is two grades ahead of me in school
she says she wants to be held back. she wants to. she is no fool
the first to the front lines of life they are the first to die
their faith like the faith of the moth in a smock of fire
the slow and steady sun will surely rise
and we may open up our eyes
but we can sleep a little longer. it's alright
the sun will surely rise
and it will open up our eyes
you can sleep a little longer. it's alright
it hurts when i walk these shoes they gnaw at my heels
like it hurts when i see you i thought that we had a deal
coke rots my teeth and my eyes are leaves of grass
still life is the hardest drug. it just lasts to the last
lying in our bed how we make and we unmake friends
we are talking a storm like the fate of the world depends
shame on your pride. the pictures here hang like scabs
shame on your shame. this dream that i dream went bad
the slow and steady sun will surely rise
and we may open up our eyes
but we can sleep a little longer. it's alright
bird what do you say
this is the story of our lives
how we get each other through
how we get each other through the night
the quick run-down of the past few months:
-school is done. no spring/summer classes for me
-more rob drama. really one day i should write a book.
-i got all 4 of my wisdom teeth pulled
-alex moved to oxford
-i started subsitute teaching
-i decided im not getting a job over the summer and im just going to enjoy myself for once in my damn life
-i started running again. sort of.
-my dad was diagnosed with prostate cancer
-my grandpas heart tried to stop and kill him and what not and hes not doing so hot
-my student teaching application is due real soon
-i have been having SO many dreams lately. very vivid too. and interesting.
thats more or less it. it sounds worse than it is, i swear. at least i think..
i finally saw alex this weekend. its been almost a month which is the longest we have gone without seeing each other since we met. needless to say, it was wonderful to see him, hug him, spend time with him, to be able to TALK TO HIM AND LOOK AT HIM at the same time. all the little things that i missed. i could really go on forever, its kind of stupid. im not going to though i promise. im just a very lucky girl. i like him very much :)
ive found myself getting really into "folk" music lately. after the Paleo show last week, i kind of cant stop listening to this song. it kind of hits home right now. i also find some humor in this, because paleo plays approximatley 2-3 chords per song (you can bet that they are I, IV, V). but i love it.
lying in our bed we look up at the feet of the ceiling
and we wait for the train. we go three stops more to a dream
to hell with your organs. bury me with my machines
see for yourself i see only what i wish to see
my formidable. my formidable foe
oh, all your light in my eyes. there is no bigger soul i know
true i have known no nervous truth to pierce my tongue
but i swear by the rain in her hair she could be the one
bird what do you say
this is the story of our lives
how we get eachother through the night
lying in our bed she goes over my head sometimes
her hair makes a kind of cathedral between our eyes
my face is the floor under her stained glass skylight
rise when i call to you. smoke to the top of the sky
bird what do you say
this is the story of our lives
how we get each other through
how we get each other through the night
lying in our bed she is two grades ahead of me in school
she says she wants to be held back. she wants to. she is no fool
the first to the front lines of life they are the first to die
their faith like the faith of the moth in a smock of fire
the slow and steady sun will surely rise
and we may open up our eyes
but we can sleep a little longer. it's alright
the sun will surely rise
and it will open up our eyes
you can sleep a little longer. it's alright
it hurts when i walk these shoes they gnaw at my heels
like it hurts when i see you i thought that we had a deal
coke rots my teeth and my eyes are leaves of grass
still life is the hardest drug. it just lasts to the last
lying in our bed how we make and we unmake friends
we are talking a storm like the fate of the world depends
shame on your pride. the pictures here hang like scabs
shame on your shame. this dream that i dream went bad
the slow and steady sun will surely rise
and we may open up our eyes
but we can sleep a little longer. it's alright
bird what do you say
this is the story of our lives
how we get each other through
how we get each other through the night