Our inner demons... our hard to face. But they are a part of all of us. To apologize for them is pointless, they will always be there. Don't be so hard on yourself, Jing.
A question that, at the moment, I cannot answer. But certainly it was not to hurt anyone. It was... hitsuzen. And even if it was curel, there was a reason it all occured. Aside from my own carelessness.
Purpose? Why does it need to serve a purpose? Perhaps an unfriendly reminder. Perhaps nothing but an accident. Perhaps a warning of what could happen. Maybe it is something we can never guess, or something right in front of our faces.
Then why... does Kir and Cassis and Mint and Luke and Genis... and everyone else... bother being attached to you? If we all thought like you... what a terribly sad world this would be.
You're talking in riddles already! First you said there was a reason it happened, and now you're saying this served no purpose! If this was never meant to prove anything... then I was right in what I told Kir, and this was just meant to happen. And that makes things up until now seem... so pointless. I don't want to believe that.
They didn't know! Because I had things controlled. Except Kir... he always had the suspicion. And now he won't hardly say two words to me. So I don't care about the way the world is right now, Yuuko. I don't know if I will again.
I should've known it'd be too much to hope for an answer at all, much less a straight one. I think you fell too deep into your own game, and hitsuzen is what you pull out of your pocket of meaningful wisdom because you haven't taken responsibility for your actions in a long time. So welcome home.
Reason and purpose are two very different things. They are not interchangeable, though they usually go hand in hand. But they do not have to. So then don't believe it. It's very simple. There is no set path we are suppose to follow. There is nothing we are destined to become unless we choose it.
But they do now, is that what you're thinking? That because they do, they'll treat you like a demon? You underestimate their strength and trust, Jing. As for Kir, I'd suspect he is merely exhausted and confused. Trying to talk to you now, when your thoughts are so bitter and sad, might be difficult for him. What does one SAY after all of this?
I never said I did not take responsibility for what has happened. Perhaps I can explain it to you some other time.
And I'm not sure I can tell you. But you most certainly have the right to and I have faith in you that you can. But before you can make it right and get anyone to forgive you, you need to forgive yourself. If only a little.
Very well. Then I suppose you'll see for yourself sometime.
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And, I think people will take care of that for me.
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Oh? I'm not so certain.
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Why... did you do this...
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A question that, at the moment, I cannot answer. But certainly it was not to hurt anyone. It was... hitsuzen. And even if it was curel, there was a reason it all occured. Aside from my own carelessness.
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You asked once why I said content is better than happy! This is why! Because there's no point anymore in getting attached to what will one day vanish!
but it still hurts as bad... as all the other times...
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Then why... does Kir and Cassis and Mint and Luke and Genis... and everyone else... bother being attached to you? If we all thought like you... what a terribly sad world this would be.
I'm sorry. It is the only thing I can offer you.
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They didn't know! Because I had things controlled. Except Kir... he always had the suspicion. And now he won't hardly say two words to me. So I don't care about the way the world is right now, Yuuko. I don't know if I will again.
I should've known it'd be too much to hope for an answer at all, much less a straight one. I think you fell too deep into your own game, and hitsuzen is what you pull out of your pocket of meaningful wisdom because you haven't taken responsibility for your actions in a long time. So welcome home.
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But they do now, is that what you're thinking? That because they do, they'll treat you like a demon? You underestimate their strength and trust, Jing. As for Kir, I'd suspect he is merely exhausted and confused. Trying to talk to you now, when your thoughts are so bitter and sad, might be difficult for him. What does one SAY after all of this?
I never said I did not take responsibility for what has happened. Perhaps I can explain it to you some other time.
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there isn't any explanation that would help or change anything. I think I prefer not to know.
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Very well. Then I suppose you'll see for yourself sometime.
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