This car that barely runs has class
Not sleeping and being up at 6 am. Seeing the light hitting the trees while the wind moves the leaves, the grass swaying, and chickens' singing is pure bliss to me. I thank god for opening my eyes to this moment. Why is it when I don't rest I find rest? I put on music with no words and I find myself in the perfect meditation even wants to make me cry. I found out I love being poor and living on 200 bucks for 4 weeks is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I love not leaving the house now and finally see this as my house. I am in love with everything around me. I started reading a book called the art of a common place, this is changed my outlook so much more then I thought it would. My garden is starting to flourish, my dept is being demolished, and I have met the greatest giving people ever. I fill this move was the right thing after all. I feel things I can't even describe. I miss people like Brain Tharpe who inspire me to live. I enjoy spending time with people like Andrew from Meryll and seeing he always has a smile on his face for reason I don't know and I don't want to. I thank god for people like this in my life for through anything else they will stick here with me. I enjoy living in a community house, people waking up to me doing small things for them such as making coffee for them even though this is the only time of the day I will see them. Waking up Sarah with breakfast makes med happy, seeing her green eyes being like "you haven't slept yet and your making me stuff." Little things like that just to prepare her for the next 13 hours that I will not see her. While she works hard so we can be here. Anyways thank you lord for this. Thank you my friend who have stuck with me even though I haven't always treated you the best. Thank you my parents for your support and not questioning this calling.