happy new year
so, i'm sick. sick sick sick to start off the new year. how's that for a sign?
and i slept for shit last nite. so, i'm cranky and pissy and sick and need more sleep. so, not only should i NOT be around anyone needy (aka children) i should be back in bed. but no, i have to work today.
to top it all off, my daughter hit 13 and quickly (within the space of a month) became the most miserable, frustrating, beatable person i have ever met!! it's especially bad in the mornings. i try not to tell her ANYTHING in the morns, but when she is repeatedly trying to do the same failing move over and over again expecting different results, and getting more screamy, cry-y and throw-y during the aforementioned attempts, i get frustrated too. even when i try and tell her something gently, it only makes everything worse.
also, this morning while i was trying to snag that last, important 45 mins of sleep, she slammed her dresser drawers about 50 times, looking for the right clothes to wear on her back to school day. her dresser is against the wall that joins our rooms. this is but one reason i had shitty sleep last nite.
i doubt she'll live to see 14.
A and M went to see avatar last nite. i was too sick to go anywhere. so i stayed at home, watched a movie with the kids and played video games. that is just about my idea of heaven right now. the staying home and playing video games, mostly. when it's just the kids and me, usually CG is ok. it's when there's morning combined with school that she's the worst.
saw hamlet 2. it was very weird and very funny. if you like weird, sometimes insulting, and off the wall, you should see it.
and i slept for shit last nite. so, i'm cranky and pissy and sick and need more sleep. so, not only should i NOT be around anyone needy (aka children) i should be back in bed. but no, i have to work today.
to top it all off, my daughter hit 13 and quickly (within the space of a month) became the most miserable, frustrating, beatable person i have ever met!! it's especially bad in the mornings. i try not to tell her ANYTHING in the morns, but when she is repeatedly trying to do the same failing move over and over again expecting different results, and getting more screamy, cry-y and throw-y during the aforementioned attempts, i get frustrated too. even when i try and tell her something gently, it only makes everything worse.
also, this morning while i was trying to snag that last, important 45 mins of sleep, she slammed her dresser drawers about 50 times, looking for the right clothes to wear on her back to school day. her dresser is against the wall that joins our rooms. this is but one reason i had shitty sleep last nite.
i doubt she'll live to see 14.
A and M went to see avatar last nite. i was too sick to go anywhere. so i stayed at home, watched a movie with the kids and played video games. that is just about my idea of heaven right now. the staying home and playing video games, mostly. when it's just the kids and me, usually CG is ok. it's when there's morning combined with school that she's the worst.
saw hamlet 2. it was very weird and very funny. if you like weird, sometimes insulting, and off the wall, you should see it.