im a mess when i stumble. drunk full,drunk overflowing.
pouring into the streets, laughing with lights gliding
talking without speech, without listening
trying to kiss, crying and boiling
my organs feel raped
tired mind restless for sleep
for another night to wash over me
in a smoke filled room vibrating with sound
i want to dive into water
let you dance all over me
crush me with your weight
fill me with your song
we watch goldfish together
transfixed in warm daydreams..