Super Bowl Sunday 54...
I was on death's door all morning. I threw everything up in my stomach and then had dry heaves due to no content. I asked my son to warm up some chicken noodle soup for me. He did so and I sipped as much as I could. I don't think I have actually caught anything. I think it's because I am exhausted. I'm stressed, and haven't been getting a full nights sleep for awhile now. It's all too much, all the shit I have to get done and the shit that isn't happening when it should be, and it costs $$. Apart of my stress is that I unhireable in the line of work that I put myself through school for. I borrowed $XX,XXX from the Gubment and they paid this 2nd rate P.O.S. school the $$ and in turn, I was bullied, almost became homeless and more or less taught myself, for no reason. Welp, unequivocally, that is the *LAST TIME*, I put myself through another interview that is for naught. They all want experiencee, but they will not hire you in order to get said experience. So in keeping with my new theme of dropping what does not serve me in 2020, I will be no longer ever applying for any Medical Assistant jobs and let my licensure expire, and deleting my resumes. And my tax return will be confiscated by the U.S. Gubment for the next 5 year or so until it's paid off...I know I will die a crippled old woman still working, as caregiver. Man City lost this morning. :'( That didn't help me feel any better. But the Chiefs play the Super Bowl today vs. The 49ers. GO CHIEFS!!!!!!!!!