a lonely friday night in 6301.
this past week has been pretty fucking killer, and not in a good way at all.
i should have been done with school this week, and should have graduated today, but due to being sick, and falling asleep all the time in class for two days straight, i missed the two days i have left. but to look on the bright side, i have about a 90% average, and im 18 days ahead of where im supposed to be. so i saved the navy money? but made myself fucking crazy in the process? i actually might study tonight, even though it's fucking late and i have a lot of drinking to do tomorrow afternoon/night.
on the upbeat(?) i managed to score another laptop. a newer, better laptop. and instead of using this one all the time, im going to stick with the old one, transfer some stuff over to this one, and only use this one for music making. which i started tonight. frustrating.
i turned to orange soda for inspiration, but it only inspired me to drink more of it.
i should be sleeping right now but who fucking cares.
i dont even know if i want to go home on leave now. maybe ill just go to Omaha, or Tulsa, or some random fucking place i have never been to, and will never go to again.
also, whys everyone got to be so weird and distant? and i cant figure out why im the same way. i have three friends on base now.
and two of them are busy with other shit all the time. the other one just makes beats with me, smokes cigarettes with me, and some how manages to stay completely mostlysane in this enviornment.
god, who needs a beer?
i should have been done with school this week, and should have graduated today, but due to being sick, and falling asleep all the time in class for two days straight, i missed the two days i have left. but to look on the bright side, i have about a 90% average, and im 18 days ahead of where im supposed to be. so i saved the navy money? but made myself fucking crazy in the process? i actually might study tonight, even though it's fucking late and i have a lot of drinking to do tomorrow afternoon/night.
on the upbeat(?) i managed to score another laptop. a newer, better laptop. and instead of using this one all the time, im going to stick with the old one, transfer some stuff over to this one, and only use this one for music making. which i started tonight. frustrating.
i turned to orange soda for inspiration, but it only inspired me to drink more of it.
i should be sleeping right now but who fucking cares.
i dont even know if i want to go home on leave now. maybe ill just go to Omaha, or Tulsa, or some random fucking place i have never been to, and will never go to again.
also, whys everyone got to be so weird and distant? and i cant figure out why im the same way. i have three friends on base now.
and two of them are busy with other shit all the time. the other one just makes beats with me, smokes cigarettes with me, and some how manages to stay completely mostlysane in this enviornment.
god, who needs a beer?