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you gypsy woman you gypsy woman take my soul in the direction it seeks. make my unrest lay silent for a moment. closes my mind off to all whispers of negative aggression i feel inside.
i watched a doc. on what we as a country do with our corn. we fill our body with such crap.. just to save a few bucks. oh how i wish i could live off the radar. buy some land, grow my food, make my wine. get to bed by 10pm- up at 5am. sing songs around the campfire, gaze at stars.
I live with such push and pull in my stomach. i ache for freedom, but then i ache for regularity, i have a strong ache of dedication to my nefews, Veda, My friends. i dont want them to grow old without me. i want to see them change and flourish.. i want to be apart of thier lives. which is why i keep coming back to this place. but i feel like stunted growth. ive never flourished my own, i havnt allowed myself the experiences i feel roaming around in my gut.
i'm not a party girl i dont like being awake past 1am those days are over, but i want to feel alive in a new way. in the day that is full of adventure. in a way that i feel closer to the Goddess. i want to sun to be apart of me. the water that consists in our human body to reconize with the water that flows this earth. i want my connection with the moon to be as stong as it was when i was a child.
instead i go for walks in these concrete jungles and feel sick.
i watched a doc. on what we as a country do with our corn. we fill our body with such crap.. just to save a few bucks. oh how i wish i could live off the radar. buy some land, grow my food, make my wine. get to bed by 10pm- up at 5am. sing songs around the campfire, gaze at stars.
I live with such push and pull in my stomach. i ache for freedom, but then i ache for regularity, i have a strong ache of dedication to my nefews, Veda, My friends. i dont want them to grow old without me. i want to see them change and flourish.. i want to be apart of thier lives. which is why i keep coming back to this place. but i feel like stunted growth. ive never flourished my own, i havnt allowed myself the experiences i feel roaming around in my gut.
i'm not a party girl i dont like being awake past 1am those days are over, but i want to feel alive in a new way. in the day that is full of adventure. in a way that i feel closer to the Goddess. i want to sun to be apart of me. the water that consists in our human body to reconize with the water that flows this earth. i want my connection with the moon to be as stong as it was when i was a child.
instead i go for walks in these concrete jungles and feel sick.