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I almost threw something at my phil teacher. He isn’t all there... he's about 100yrs old and spends more time picking on people than actually teaching us anything! usually I bypass the teasing but today was my turn to take it strong. He doesn’t take role and doesn’t give us a syllabus, sometimes for about an hour he gives us a lecture on his other class and says "oh.. oops.. ok class dismissed" we never go over what he tells us we will the next class... there is about 7 people in the class altogether.. Someone finally asked him if we are ever going to take a quiz or test and if so what will it be on and he TOLD THE STUDENT TO LEAVE. he's just too old. Just too old indeed. GAHHH it’s so annoying.
I A'ced my history quiz today though. but ditched my English yesterday for lunch with Cory Kaiser.. which was worth it but I... missed a quiz, now ive to do some silly extra credit!.
I'm still going up and down in my mind of what the hell im going to do in my life and continuously having an inner battle. Sometimes its total rage.. Sometimes im very happy with where I am.. other times its boredom and the feeling like this is all a big mistake and that ill never be able to complete enough schooling for it to make a god danm!
other times im completely content with the idea of being a playground supervisor at Dwyer for the rest of my life and maybe I should find a good place for me to live around here and settle in.. then the image comes into my mind that I will be eternally alone if I do that.
I will never meet anyone in orange county that ill want to spend my time with... so am i ready to comit to being the lonly cat lady?
fuck who knows
i do know i will be taking some 2 week trips to some 3rd world countries soon. once i find the perfect projects to attach myself with
bblllaahhhh
I A'ced my history quiz today though. but ditched my English yesterday for lunch with Cory Kaiser.. which was worth it but I... missed a quiz, now ive to do some silly extra credit!.
I'm still going up and down in my mind of what the hell im going to do in my life and continuously having an inner battle. Sometimes its total rage.. Sometimes im very happy with where I am.. other times its boredom and the feeling like this is all a big mistake and that ill never be able to complete enough schooling for it to make a god danm!
other times im completely content with the idea of being a playground supervisor at Dwyer for the rest of my life and maybe I should find a good place for me to live around here and settle in.. then the image comes into my mind that I will be eternally alone if I do that.
I will never meet anyone in orange county that ill want to spend my time with... so am i ready to comit to being the lonly cat lady?
fuck who knows
i do know i will be taking some 2 week trips to some 3rd world countries soon. once i find the perfect projects to attach myself with
bblllaahhhh