May 15, 2005 11:18
ok so a lot happened last night, ugggg......
ok so i got a teen in the town with kids half my size. i mean im happy for justin and im happy for bryan of course! but i feel horrible... this is at the HERBERGER! i mean, everyone called me after the castlist got posted and they were screaming and saying "YOU DESERVED IT BRETT!!!!!" but i didn't get it and that is their choice not mine...i mean...i had dreams about being on that stage and having people look at me and hear me sing...i had dreams about being in the spotlight..i had dreams of having kids running up 2 me and wanting my autograph. so i know how it feels...
well, i'm over it now. i know im gonna have fun this summer and i know everyone else will also.
but this is just a stepping stone, this will make me try even harder to achieve goals and parts and practicing them more that i did this time!
comment as you please, i dont give a damn anymore....