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do you ever just wake up and feel blank? it's such an awkward feeling, i didn't know weather to just get up and start my day, or to lie in bed and mope. i blame it all on my fucking wisdom tooth that has recently decided to make my life miserable.
today is SO busy, which i look forward to i guess, but i'm so worn out all of the time that it's hard for me to have a fast paced day. i work from 9 until 5, come home, go to a graduation party, go back into town to see my friend's band play, and then meet katie/etc at start. it boggles my mind to think that ALL of my days/nights used to be like that. school is really kicking my ass. granted, it's not real 'school', but it is monday thru friday, 9:30 till 4, which means i leave my house at 8 in the morning, go to school, work afterwards, and don't get home till god-knows-when. phew. this will all be over in a few months, this will all be over in a few months, this will all be over in a few months.
i'm thinking i might treat myself to a new outfit today, seeing as how i actually have some money that i won't feel totally guilty about spending, plus i did my own french manicure yesterday instead of paying 20 dollars to get one done...
today is SO busy, which i look forward to i guess, but i'm so worn out all of the time that it's hard for me to have a fast paced day. i work from 9 until 5, come home, go to a graduation party, go back into town to see my friend's band play, and then meet katie/etc at start. it boggles my mind to think that ALL of my days/nights used to be like that. school is really kicking my ass. granted, it's not real 'school', but it is monday thru friday, 9:30 till 4, which means i leave my house at 8 in the morning, go to school, work afterwards, and don't get home till god-knows-when. phew. this will all be over in a few months, this will all be over in a few months, this will all be over in a few months.
i'm thinking i might treat myself to a new outfit today, seeing as how i actually have some money that i won't feel totally guilty about spending, plus i did my own french manicure yesterday instead of paying 20 dollars to get one done...