i've never wanted to give you a bigger hug
big breathe...this morning i got a call at 9:03am, and it was ryan. i knew being called that early on a sunday was not good coming from ryan. very sad, and heart breaking news that josh's mom passed away. and it is weird because last night when julie and i were wathcing ALL of the real world from this season, i was thinking i don't know what i will do when this happens to josh. then i got that call this morning, and my daily devotional was about death today. when ryan told me, the first thing happened were tears, because i feel helpless. josh is like a big brother to me, and nothing kills me more than to see him hurt, and i can't make it better. i love you josh, and i am praying. and when i see you i am going to hug you for a long time!
glad, i have a test tomorrow and have not even cracked a book open, i just don't care. i have too many other things to worry about right now, that criminal justice is the last thing on my mind.
my hope is to fly out of here and go see crista next month, its what i need, now.
do you ever feel like your in the same place with the same people, but it is so different? i do. it makes me miss summer, and miss you.
still taking a big breathe...
glad, i have a test tomorrow and have not even cracked a book open, i just don't care. i have too many other things to worry about right now, that criminal justice is the last thing on my mind.
my hope is to fly out of here and go see crista next month, its what i need, now.
do you ever feel like your in the same place with the same people, but it is so different? i do. it makes me miss summer, and miss you.
still taking a big breathe...