Jul 22, 2004 13:15
OKAY SO MY MOTHER FINALLY SAID THAT FOR SURE I COULDN'T COME HOME. I DON'T HAVE A JOB RIGHT NOW, BUT I HAVE THIS REALLY RICH FRIEND THAT SAID HE WOULD HOOK ME AND MY FRIENDS UP WITH THIS REALLY PHAT TRAILER FOR ONLY $120.00 PER WEEK. THAT IS COOL BECAUSE FOUR PEOPLE CAN SPLIT THAT JUST FINE. EVEN THOUGHT ONLY ONE OF US HAS A JOB, MY FRIEND SAID THAT HE WOULD PAY OUR RENT UNTILL WE FEEL LIKE MOVING OUT EVEN IF WE ALL GET JOBS. IS THIS NOT THE GREATEST NEWS EVER. SO SCREW MY MOM. FUCK ALL THAT. I DON'T NEED IT. SHE WENT TO COURT ON MONDAY, AND THEY HAVEN'T SAID ANYTHING TO HER ABOUT MY WHEREABOUTS SO... OH WELL!!! ANYWAY I'M BACK TO TYPING IN ALL CAPS BECAUSE IT IS EASIER AND I DON'T HAVE TO GO BACK AND CORRECT MYSELF A MILLION TIMES. MY NEW BOYFRIEND DAMIEN IS THE COOLEST. MALACHI AND I'S RELATIONSHIP DIDN'T WORK BECAUSE HE WANTED TO FLIRT WITH OTHER PEOPLE BUT WOULDN'T LET ME DO THE SAME, SO I SAID C-YA AND STARTED DATING THIS OTHER GUY THAT I ALREADY LIKED BUT DIDN'T KNOW THAT HE LIKED ME BACK. AND HIS NAME IS DAMIEN FOCKLER. COOL LAST NAME. IRISH AND FRENCH CANADIAN. RED HAIR NATURALLY BUT DYED IT BLACK. IT LOOKS COOL. LIKE MINE!!! WELL NOT ALL THE WAY. SO TOM PLEASE ANSWER MY QUESTION FROM TWO ENTRIES AGO WHEN I ASKED WHAT YOU MEANT BY "NO PROBLEM"? WE CAN CRASH AT YOUR HOUSE OR YOU CAN JUST TAKE US TO SHOW? I CAN'T GO TO SHOW WITHOUT SOMEWHERE TO CRASH AND I CAN'T CRASH WITHOUT DAMIEN, SO THAT'S WHY I THOUGHT THAT I WOULD ASK. SO PLEASE ANSWER ME ABOUT THAT. THANX. AND ON ANOTHER NOTE...WOW!!! I HAVE NEVER IN MY ENTIRE LIFE FELT THIS ALIVE. I FEEL GREAT, I'M NOT SAD, I'M NOT LONELY, AND THE COURT SHIT IS ALMOST OVER WITH. ALL THEY HAVE TO DO IS THE SENTENCING PART I THINK. BUT DAMIEN MAKES ME FEEL LIKE... WELL I CAN'T EVEN DESCRIBE IT. I THINK I'M STARTING TO FALL FOR HIM. BUT WHEN IS IT TOO SOON? AND WHEN IS IT TOO LATE? WE ARE THE PERFECT MATCH AND WE HAVE SOOOOO MUCH IN COMMON!! SO, BLAH. WHAT TO TALK ABOUT. OH YES... PURPLE MONKEY DISHWASHER(FROM THE EPISODE OF THE SIMPSONS WHERE THE TEACHERS GO ON STRIKE) YEAH... TILL TOMORROW LOVE YOU ALL AND I'M SOOOOO HAPPY(FOR ONCE)
P.S. TOM I WAS HAPPY WITH YOU; I REALLY WAS; BUT WITH THE COURT THING ADDED ON TOP OF IT ALL IT WAS ALL SO SURREAL. I DON'T HAVE A WAY FOR YOU TO REACH ME UNTIL LIKE I THINK NEXT WEEK... BUT I NEED YOU TO ANSWER MY QUESTION BEFORE I DECIDE IF I'M GOING TO GO. IF WE CAN BOTH GET A RIDE TO SHOW ON FRIDAY AND SATURDAY AND CRASH AT YOUR PLACE BOTH DAYS THEN THAT WOULD BE PERFECT.. OTHER THAN THAT I DON'T HAVE ANYWHERE TO LIVE TILL NEXT WEEK SO I WOULD HAVE TO LEAVE ROCKY AND WALK DOWNTOWN TO SLEEP AND THEN WALK ALL THE WAY BACK ON SAT. WRITE BACK YOU JOO.