May 09, 2005 03:55
I believe that eternal bliss will be mine if I can figure out how to be happy when I have what I wanted.
I know it's not a unique complaint to suffer from the 'grass is greener' syndrome, although my case seems to be especially severe. I think that dissatisfaction is the key to change and growth and yet I recognize the destructive potential in such logic. The greatest philosophy I've ever read simply said
"choose again"
but I hesitate to repeat my choices. Argh. I'm blathering. And dissatisfied.