secret letter (rose)
Rosie,
While I have gotten to know you quite a bit over the last few years, I really don't think it's enough. I only know you enough to see when you're hurting - really hurting. But I know it would probably be awkward if I said anything. I've always thought the way I've seen people treat you was completely unfair. You've been called a bitch for as long as I remember - but I don't think people realize how much you're struggling. It sucks that you want to be friends with people who cannot ever really be there for you in the ways that you deserve. I've always thought that we could be really good friends - get along well and all that. I never knew what really went on between you and John, but I can tell right now that you need support - and I'm not sure your 'close' friends can give you that. Maybe we both know that we have the potential to be best friends - I think that at least. I don't know .. the way people act towards you and regard you is unfair. You really do have the right to be defensive all the time - and people just call you a bitch for it. No one cares enough to understand, or even try to understand. I doubt anyone even realized your little melt down in government when security asked for John - but I did. And I'm too shy to say anything because I'd feel creepy. Selfish of me really .. to be one of the few (if there even are a few) who see your pain and don't do anything. Typing that out .. maybe I will. It's not fair for you.
My love
While I have gotten to know you quite a bit over the last few years, I really don't think it's enough. I only know you enough to see when you're hurting - really hurting. But I know it would probably be awkward if I said anything. I've always thought the way I've seen people treat you was completely unfair. You've been called a bitch for as long as I remember - but I don't think people realize how much you're struggling. It sucks that you want to be friends with people who cannot ever really be there for you in the ways that you deserve. I've always thought that we could be really good friends - get along well and all that. I never knew what really went on between you and John, but I can tell right now that you need support - and I'm not sure your 'close' friends can give you that. Maybe we both know that we have the potential to be best friends - I think that at least. I don't know .. the way people act towards you and regard you is unfair. You really do have the right to be defensive all the time - and people just call you a bitch for it. No one cares enough to understand, or even try to understand. I doubt anyone even realized your little melt down in government when security asked for John - but I did. And I'm too shy to say anything because I'd feel creepy. Selfish of me really .. to be one of the few (if there even are a few) who see your pain and don't do anything. Typing that out .. maybe I will. It's not fair for you.
My love