i don't hate this i hate you.

[theywillsayno]

does anyone need a roomate?

i seriously don't know what to do anymore.

if i ever talk to my dad, all he says is that im very welcome to leave.

i don't take advantage of their house, im almost always gone.

i pay for my own car insurance, cell phone bill, i have my own laptop, i don't ever play piano when they're home. nothing.

my stepmom doesn't want me to leave, but my dad does.

i guess i should.

i can tell you one thing, it feels pretty terrible when your own blood doesn't want you.

and what's even worse, im my dad's only blood relative that he knows. he's never met his mom or dad... he doesn't know if he has blood siblings, nothing.

you'd think blood was thicker than water.