Sep 13, 2004 17:50
i cant work at ACT and have a lip ring. it not healed enough to take it out and fuck with it and shit. i really wish, they would have told me that, like when they were interveiwing me or something. i feel like ive wasted a shit load of time. god im tired of feeling worthless. i really really need a fucking job. im not gunna have a place to live if i dont. the unemployment rate in oregon is the highest its been since the great depression. why is being alive so hard. fuck money. fuck the system. fuck everything. im gunna move to alaska and start my own little colony. fuck all this shit, everyone is doing it wrong. i can get bush out of office because my face is pirced? i cant even answer phones? lol. fuck.