I did what
I knew getting a job at target would distance me from the hard earned friends at sea world.
But now I just feel so lonely. What happened to my friends? They're all gone. All of them.
They have boyfriends school and work and other friends.
They don't remember me.
I remember I went through a period like this. Did I ever really gain friends? Or was I always friendless since I lost you and I never noticed?
I feel soficated. I feel this empty weight on my chest again.
Why don't I have a best friend? Why doesn't anyone love me like that?
I need to read. It's really the only way to forget that in real life I'm always alone.
But now I just feel so lonely. What happened to my friends? They're all gone. All of them.
They have boyfriends school and work and other friends.
They don't remember me.
I remember I went through a period like this. Did I ever really gain friends? Or was I always friendless since I lost you and I never noticed?
I feel soficated. I feel this empty weight on my chest again.
Why don't I have a best friend? Why doesn't anyone love me like that?
I need to read. It's really the only way to forget that in real life I'm always alone.