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it's almost 3 in the freaking morning!!! i have work at 9 today...and all i can think about is about all the stuff that my sister, cousins, and i talked about tonight. it's to the point that i probably should be crying because of what they said...all i know is that i fought back the tears when they played this one song that my grandma would always listen to on her birthdays. it's scary to think how much we've all grown up so quickly. it's even scarier when i think about the fact that i really can't screw up. it's hard to realize that you have 8 little cousins looking up to you and basically mimicking what you do. i never realized i ment so much to people. meh...i think it's time for music. i guess it's time to grow up some more...