May 19, 2005 21:48
just got back from joes graduation...
talk about it being hard not to cry..
for some reason i was the only one who wanted to cry?
whatever im crying now so its all good
man i saw all of brians gregs class there...
i wonder if well be able to stay togetehr like that
its just so weird seeing him graduate
i mean hes never not been here except for in summer
and last summer sucked without him i was an insomniac and i had no rides anywhere
its gunna be really weird
someone not tehrer to make fun of me to keep me in shape and tell me when i look fat
me and him got so tight itll be hard with noone to stick up for my when my parents flip the shit at me
i wont have anyone to get me stuff
i cant even see what im writing because the tears are blurring my eyes
ill just finish updating later
whatever