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dogs don't live very long
thats sad
i wonder if abbey was still too young
she just celebrated her 10th birthday on the 17th
she had no signs of aging
she ate too many socks
if she didn't eat socks, pens, clips, pin cushions, cough drops, paper, paper towels, underwear, etc she would still be here today
i'm so depressed now
its really not funny
i knew when this day came, i would be like this
but we weren't expecting it to be this summer
i can't even be left alone
i've been crying for three days straight
i slept with my mom friday night and was up till 4 cause i couldn't be alone
then last night i slept at tatiana's in the same bed as darcy
tonight i'm working 8pm to 7am so i won't be sleeping
abbey was sooooo cute
and she was sooooo excited to go to the vet
we dropped her off for surgery expecting to pick her up the next day
so its still quite a surprise
we were going to give her pizza when she came back and let her eat whatever she wanted
and i was going to let her sleep on my bed again
she used to sleep on my bed all the time! and i would have no room to put my legs, but i didn't kick her off ever because i would feel bad... i might have shuffled a little hoping she would get annoyed and get off
we thought that thunder was giong to kill her
we thought she would get a heart attack from thunder
but no it was the socks
there really was nothing we could have done to prevent her from eating foreign things
she would eat anything
ha
i was going to take her on more car rides
she loved those
she died the day after my birthday
birthdays aren't going to be the same anymore
our house isn't the same
my mom is really sad
she is going ot be alone now because everyone is giong ot be in school
she wants another dog, but we can't do it because no one is giong to be home to take care of a new dog
but if we do, its going to be a german shephard i think
and it will be next summer
i want one now
but only for selfish reasons
everyone has been crying here forever
and we keep thinking that when we drop our food abbey will come over and eat it
or that we can't leave certain things on the floor or abbey will get it
and when i was crying about abbey one night i was like oh my we left cookies on the edge of the counter... abbey is going to get them, then i was like oh wait
i keep thinking that i see her
we are going to get her ashes in a box with her picture
then we are making a shrine to her in our hallway
and we are making scrapbooks
and i'm going to make a pillow case
this is tough
tough tough tough
i could write a book about it
when she was on the drugs and everything we were able to see her before she was put to sleep and we all gave her a kiss and then i got to say "bye abbey wabbey" one last time
i want my abbey wabbey back
thats sad
i wonder if abbey was still too young
she just celebrated her 10th birthday on the 17th
she had no signs of aging
she ate too many socks
if she didn't eat socks, pens, clips, pin cushions, cough drops, paper, paper towels, underwear, etc she would still be here today
i'm so depressed now
its really not funny
i knew when this day came, i would be like this
but we weren't expecting it to be this summer
i can't even be left alone
i've been crying for three days straight
i slept with my mom friday night and was up till 4 cause i couldn't be alone
then last night i slept at tatiana's in the same bed as darcy
tonight i'm working 8pm to 7am so i won't be sleeping
abbey was sooooo cute
and she was sooooo excited to go to the vet
we dropped her off for surgery expecting to pick her up the next day
so its still quite a surprise
we were going to give her pizza when she came back and let her eat whatever she wanted
and i was going to let her sleep on my bed again
she used to sleep on my bed all the time! and i would have no room to put my legs, but i didn't kick her off ever because i would feel bad... i might have shuffled a little hoping she would get annoyed and get off
we thought that thunder was giong to kill her
we thought she would get a heart attack from thunder
but no it was the socks
there really was nothing we could have done to prevent her from eating foreign things
she would eat anything
ha
i was going to take her on more car rides
she loved those
she died the day after my birthday
birthdays aren't going to be the same anymore
our house isn't the same
my mom is really sad
she is going ot be alone now because everyone is giong ot be in school
she wants another dog, but we can't do it because no one is giong to be home to take care of a new dog
but if we do, its going to be a german shephard i think
and it will be next summer
i want one now
but only for selfish reasons
everyone has been crying here forever
and we keep thinking that when we drop our food abbey will come over and eat it
or that we can't leave certain things on the floor or abbey will get it
and when i was crying about abbey one night i was like oh my we left cookies on the edge of the counter... abbey is going to get them, then i was like oh wait
i keep thinking that i see her
we are going to get her ashes in a box with her picture
then we are making a shrine to her in our hallway
and we are making scrapbooks
and i'm going to make a pillow case
this is tough
tough tough tough
i could write a book about it
when she was on the drugs and everything we were able to see her before she was put to sleep and we all gave her a kiss and then i got to say "bye abbey wabbey" one last time
i want my abbey wabbey back