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i'm feeling really talkative right now
and i haven't really talked to anyone lately
helllllllllllooooooooooo
i work tonight for the first time in like a long time... since february really
its going to be weird
i've been spoiled by not having to work for so long
but i feeel really really guilty because my income has been my mom
and i have had a biig income
most of my first check coming next week will be to my mom
i will have to keep some just so i don't borrow money again!
my first purchases, i already know are going to be a haircut!
only like two inches and i need a new pink pair of sauconies
and then my summer will be complete!
my mommy bought me a beach pass for the whole summer! so i'll be going to be the beach a lot
i plan on going to the beach any sunny day this summer really... because i'll be working 11pm to 7am and then i will go home and go to the beach! and sleep there
it sucks... i just got on a normal sleeping schedule... like a normal human being and its going to be ruined.... like i've been on a disciplined schedule that i liked and its gone
i was going to bed before midnight then waking up at like 8am or 9am and eating my source of fiber! protein and complex carbohydrates to prepare myself for the gym and then i would be back and shower and like it would only be noon time! its been sick sick sick... i've been really into real foods and one day we all went grocery shopping at an organic store for 2 hours and 300 dollars later, we had natural foooods and organic vegetables! that have their share of organic spiders! i made a salad and inspected every piece of lettuce and then rinsed it! not iceberg lettuce either... make it red leaf lettuce! i haven't been eating m and m's either.... well occassionally i will sneak a bag sometimes...but i try not to because i am now afraid of fake food... i don't know how to explain it! i have to be afraid of it
i only really got into a normal sleep schedule because i kept getting sick! i've been sick since the last day of school! i will get sinus symptoms and they would go away and leave me with swollen tonsils that haven't left yet! i was going to sleep, taking nyquil, and drinking tea and water just to get better because everytime i came home i kept getting sick!! i finally went to the doctor the other day and was afraid he was going to think i was crazy because all i had to show was my swollen tonsils and everyone else was telling me it was viral and would go away! so i went to him and i'm like i have no symptoms my throat just hurts a lot and it won't go away! and he saw them and said they looked chunky... and he gave me an antibiotic! but he doesn't know if its a sinus infection so i have to go back in two weeks so he can check them out, because it could be attributed to acid reflux??? whatever the hell it is, i just want my tonsils to go away and to stop coughing so i can have a normal summer! and not bother me ever again! maybe i'll get them removed!
my first shift is tonight! i'll be making umm 14 dollars an hour because i am doing an overnight and i'll be working 8 hours!! hollllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyy my goodness.... i made half that at bobs... and had half the hours!! i don't know how it will go! its going ot mess up my lovely sleeping schedule!!! its been fun waking up early and having the day! you have more energy!! i do miss bobs though a wicked lot.. i didn't till i went to go visit and i was like whoa i love this place... and some of the same people are there... i may see if i can work the overnights at bobs which are only on wednesdays and fridays... i think about it everyday ahah
i've somehow managed to keep busy this summer so far even though i haven't been working and i don't get it... i haven't been bored! and i haven't even really hung out with anyone either because i don't hve the time!!! and some people don't like to call me back!! oooooooh welll to you....
my mom was talking last night and she said to kori, 'i never had to worry about you'... and i know why she had to worry about cyndi but i don't know why she had to worry about me... and then she told me that the only reason that they bought me a car was so that i would leave my room... i guess i iddn't leave my room because i had nothing else to do, but it was by choice?? i don't know what she is talking about though!!! i guess i had introverted tendencies which i can't recall at least not when i was 14 or 15... i did a lot of things! in fact i was coming back from white water rafting with my friend when the car was in the driveway!
i do remember being introverted when i was like in elementary school!! i liked to do my own projects all by myself and sit away from the other kids ahah in the front of the room and i was even pulled aside by teachers who owuld ask me what kind of independent projects i would like to do... and once my friend was over and we were playing outside and i left her to go inside to do a puzzle... they could have breeded me to be a child genius! but they must have thought social skills were more important...
i was just watching the granite state challenge on tv today to see if i could beat the smart high school students and i remember wanting to be on that show and i think i even tried out for granite state challenge in high school haha i am a dork... i did get one question right something about which war involved movement of the native americans or crap like that and no one got it and i was all like 'oh thats so the war of 1812' and it totally was
totally was
an introvert ha
i guess i have changed for a while!
but now umm i am giong to revert back to my elementary days
its just much more easier
i am really annoyed with a lot of people right now
and its very annoying
more annoying than this cough
its okkkkkkkkk
my abbey loves me!
she just got trimmed and its sooooooo adorable
i have to go get going now though! oh my i have a lot to do!
laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
and i haven't really talked to anyone lately
helllllllllllooooooooooo
i work tonight for the first time in like a long time... since february really
its going to be weird
i've been spoiled by not having to work for so long
but i feeel really really guilty because my income has been my mom
and i have had a biig income
most of my first check coming next week will be to my mom
i will have to keep some just so i don't borrow money again!
my first purchases, i already know are going to be a haircut!
only like two inches and i need a new pink pair of sauconies
and then my summer will be complete!
my mommy bought me a beach pass for the whole summer! so i'll be going to be the beach a lot
i plan on going to the beach any sunny day this summer really... because i'll be working 11pm to 7am and then i will go home and go to the beach! and sleep there
it sucks... i just got on a normal sleeping schedule... like a normal human being and its going to be ruined.... like i've been on a disciplined schedule that i liked and its gone
i was going to bed before midnight then waking up at like 8am or 9am and eating my source of fiber! protein and complex carbohydrates to prepare myself for the gym and then i would be back and shower and like it would only be noon time! its been sick sick sick... i've been really into real foods and one day we all went grocery shopping at an organic store for 2 hours and 300 dollars later, we had natural foooods and organic vegetables! that have their share of organic spiders! i made a salad and inspected every piece of lettuce and then rinsed it! not iceberg lettuce either... make it red leaf lettuce! i haven't been eating m and m's either.... well occassionally i will sneak a bag sometimes...but i try not to because i am now afraid of fake food... i don't know how to explain it! i have to be afraid of it
i only really got into a normal sleep schedule because i kept getting sick! i've been sick since the last day of school! i will get sinus symptoms and they would go away and leave me with swollen tonsils that haven't left yet! i was going to sleep, taking nyquil, and drinking tea and water just to get better because everytime i came home i kept getting sick!! i finally went to the doctor the other day and was afraid he was going to think i was crazy because all i had to show was my swollen tonsils and everyone else was telling me it was viral and would go away! so i went to him and i'm like i have no symptoms my throat just hurts a lot and it won't go away! and he saw them and said they looked chunky... and he gave me an antibiotic! but he doesn't know if its a sinus infection so i have to go back in two weeks so he can check them out, because it could be attributed to acid reflux??? whatever the hell it is, i just want my tonsils to go away and to stop coughing so i can have a normal summer! and not bother me ever again! maybe i'll get them removed!
my first shift is tonight! i'll be making umm 14 dollars an hour because i am doing an overnight and i'll be working 8 hours!! hollllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyy my goodness.... i made half that at bobs... and had half the hours!! i don't know how it will go! its going ot mess up my lovely sleeping schedule!!! its been fun waking up early and having the day! you have more energy!! i do miss bobs though a wicked lot.. i didn't till i went to go visit and i was like whoa i love this place... and some of the same people are there... i may see if i can work the overnights at bobs which are only on wednesdays and fridays... i think about it everyday ahah
i've somehow managed to keep busy this summer so far even though i haven't been working and i don't get it... i haven't been bored! and i haven't even really hung out with anyone either because i don't hve the time!!! and some people don't like to call me back!! oooooooh welll to you....
my mom was talking last night and she said to kori, 'i never had to worry about you'... and i know why she had to worry about cyndi but i don't know why she had to worry about me... and then she told me that the only reason that they bought me a car was so that i would leave my room... i guess i iddn't leave my room because i had nothing else to do, but it was by choice?? i don't know what she is talking about though!!! i guess i had introverted tendencies which i can't recall at least not when i was 14 or 15... i did a lot of things! in fact i was coming back from white water rafting with my friend when the car was in the driveway!
i do remember being introverted when i was like in elementary school!! i liked to do my own projects all by myself and sit away from the other kids ahah in the front of the room and i was even pulled aside by teachers who owuld ask me what kind of independent projects i would like to do... and once my friend was over and we were playing outside and i left her to go inside to do a puzzle... they could have breeded me to be a child genius! but they must have thought social skills were more important...
i was just watching the granite state challenge on tv today to see if i could beat the smart high school students and i remember wanting to be on that show and i think i even tried out for granite state challenge in high school haha i am a dork... i did get one question right something about which war involved movement of the native americans or crap like that and no one got it and i was all like 'oh thats so the war of 1812' and it totally was
totally was
an introvert ha
i guess i have changed for a while!
but now umm i am giong to revert back to my elementary days
its just much more easier
i am really annoyed with a lot of people right now
and its very annoying
more annoying than this cough
its okkkkkkkkk
my abbey loves me!
she just got trimmed and its sooooooo adorable
i have to go get going now though! oh my i have a lot to do!
laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr