Jul 20, 2004 02:12
With one month left at home thoughts wonder through my mind. The sleepless nights I have endured happen for a reason. The reason is my thoughts are clearest while lying in my bed trying to sleep. I have one month left at home and what will i choose to do with that last month? Will i make the best out of it? What the fuck will i do with it? With this last month also comes a time of reflection. The one question that jogs through my mind is, did i ruin the best thing that ever happened to me? Only time will tell as time is the barrier that will heal all. In time i will realize if i did ruin the best thing that ever happened to me. Maybe what i did was for the best. Maybe i should treat this as if i had one month left to live. What will i choose to do with this one month? Who will i spend the time with? Will i try to fix all that i have done wrong? Or will i take the mistakes on into the next chapter? Only time will tell.