Feb 27, 2006 21:31
so i cant help but NOT be excited about my upcoming ski trip to Utah. my stepdads not even skiing...so why should i be excited, im gonma be forced to ski with strangers. tonight my stepdad was like you wouldnt be unhappy about going if i was skiing....and i just looked at him and was like UHHH YA THINK!?! i have no relationship with that man..and he doesnt seem to care about it. i hate how he thinks he knows me so well and yet knows absolutly nothing about me at all...nor does he try to make the effort to change this fact. whatever in less than a year im SOOOO out of here. i dont even really care where i go just as long as im happy where im at. my dad was encouraging me to take another look at Georgia U. even though i told him that it was 12 hrs away...hes was like but with prices of plain tickets and stupid shit like that you could do it...and it would be nice...just look more into it and dont let location be your deciding factor.
i must admit id have to agree with him...i shouldnt let location be my only factor if picking out a school...but also it shouldnt be a limiting factor as well. i want to get out there and start to live on my own. im scared though. can you say mixed feelings?