Dec 02, 2005 23:42
not to much has really been going down lately, what
can i say i dont live a rockstar lifestyle (although i have been
developing this rockstar attitude lately)...idk whats up with that but
oh well you like it. even though hockey has ended im stressed more now
then ever. winter cheer starts monday and its going to be hardcore
unlike last year. this year we plan on going to competition. we also plan on opening for a 76ers game in late january...thats right you heard me.. 70 freakin 6ers!!! even
with all thats been going on, and with my life being crazy and all, i
still find that im utterly boed. i see so many people with fresh new
relationships...or at least cute little crushes. me on the other
hand...i got nothing. one side of me is perfectly content with that
because that means there is no drama in my life, yet the other side
thinks that its missing something and is quite bored..i guess because
of the lack of drama. idk its such a queer situation.
speaking of relationships and things of that nature, i
dont think that the idea of Friends w/ Benifits is a concept that will
ever work. Sure each person in the relationship starts out with good
intentions, but in the end, someone always ends up growing feelings and
then losing out. i think that the idea is just a kick ass receipe for
disaster..or heart break at least. i think that in a perfect world, the
idea of FwB would be a great idea, because you would have a friend that
knows the full and complete you...but then thinking about it why
wouldnt you want to have that with everyone of your friends? im not
talking about just on a intamet level, im just talking about the entire
relationship in general. idk...maybe its just me. i personally dont
think that i possess the type of personality that could handle the
concept of FwB, only because knowing that i fall way too fast and way too hard every
single time. of course id start out with good intentions, as does
everyone, but eventually i know id grow feelings for the other person,
and then id do nothing but cause drama. DR. Phill please consider my thoughts and help me...(lol just kidding)