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oh, i enjoy it so much when my internet goes so so zoom zoom fast. i like it, i like it! my lil brother is sleeping in my room tonight. He has for the past 2 days i believe, since I've been gone. GONE; spring break is over for you vcu kids. For those that are in gloom, I'm SO terribly sorry! but dammn MAH SHIT GOT ANOTHER WEEK LEFT--WASZZZUPP! sheeit. uh oh, wait let me back up: I've been having short talk here and there with my friend Amanda (oh, pictures will certainly put a face to that name, in a few) about having a kid. I know, i know. 2 young & 2 ghetto. ! but don't let that get in and distract! I'm quite serious, really. of course 7 years from now, and when I'm less about welfare groceries, (hopefully having a baybay kid will increase my chances of copping dat foodstamp- i've also been thinkin!) and more into gardening and such things. But I am so ready to give a kid ...what, i want to say,... what i've been missing throughout my whole life. I feel as if i would be the perfect father, when it comes to mental lovin and naturing. my god, totally been training on my lil brother, not on purpose of course! but its been showing through. just a thought for myself, just a thought! (but god, isn't exciting?!)
Me been weird about throwing my ciggs out into the ground lately. im always catching myself saying, DIDN'T MEAN 2 DO DAT SHIT! SORRYYY. Amanda made me realize such pretty daffodils, and since then I can't help but feel terrible for throwing a cigg into grass. I think the next thing on my list is to sneak myself over across the lil country and go planting with Amanda's mum. yellows, and purples, and blues. too much gorgeousness to handle. really. I'm so into enjoying my new discoveries. My room is seeming to reflect it too. oh god, don't even get into my crazy collection; KID STORE GALORE! Maybe ill have to show da E-WoRlD them some day. we will see- if you will see, then!
ABOUT ALL THIS MOVING SHIT!
crazycrazy, my mind keeps switching back and forth, but i think im staying forth-forward with these thoughts, and im gonna put them to text: i hate the city. im moving there in 4 months (cuz i NEED 2 BOUNCE THIS ASS OUT OF THIS HOUSE, wearing my life out), but im totally not down with being a city kid! i just know im going to crave to move back, not in this house of course, but near i know. then comes miami a year and a half from there. JUST FOR MY CAREER. 2 year degree for public relations, im trynna work up in some clubz 4 REALZ. and if i aint doing advertisement for it, might as well be represented as a hip hop fly azz dancer for them. <----sheit part 2! but those palm trees suck. seriously, gross/no thanXXX homie. get my shit started, try to do some acting, then im bouncing. seriously. thas dat back up planning they teach you in highschool. PLAN A. PLAN MOTHERFUCKIN B.
conversations lately have been increasing, depth and on levels haven't yet known to me before. well, glad to know now! psychology= ;lakdjf;lafd;kjadf, sigh! my brain almost snaps (being so cautions about that too). i just feel like when im 70 im going to be like this wizard or something if i keep thinkin about all this crazy shit, shit.
oh someone(MAHsELF) left a note on my computer!:
someone above has seen me do alright. someone above is watching with a tender eye!
- SO NICE TO REMEMBERRR, so nice to constantly keep in mind. even though i don't believe in any real god, but da ghetto god. stay true 2 my hood religion.<---(GHETTO)GOD, BEST LURK EVER. myspace has been providin, IM TELLIN YOU!
I've had such an ultimate time these last few days, with my gurlz. but i think ill only post upon my 2 days with Amanda, because it was so dreamily funnn! in no order, and certainly not limited to, here! take a look, if you want:
bon fireyaa lAmEZorsz
and i was soggy as fuck, wearing dat life out.
but it was like my second one, so i am actually kind of thankful!
+ i did get kind of drunkZorsz
get me home, to yo best icee cream evah homie. giit wiit iit!
AY BOO. my buddyyy, freinzz since 8th grade.
keepin it strong & sexxxiii!
huge nature walk
WASHED DEM HANDZ
hood trail mix- DAT PARTY MIXXX
!
TREE BARK GEAR!
peacock business like crazy/always.
lurking dat grocery store!
supa soccah!
fuck friendship braceletz when you got FRIENDSHIP MINI MAJIC REFILLABLE BAEBAY KIDZ BOTTLEZ!!!!!4THEWIN.
finally got some more photos of both of us together. shitty/gross, but who cares.
LOL HER MAMMY CALL HER FUNKYBUNKY. wtf. hahahaahahahahaha
like martin say,
PEEEEEEAAAACEEEEEEE!
Me been weird about throwing my ciggs out into the ground lately. im always catching myself saying, DIDN'T MEAN 2 DO DAT SHIT! SORRYYY. Amanda made me realize such pretty daffodils, and since then I can't help but feel terrible for throwing a cigg into grass. I think the next thing on my list is to sneak myself over across the lil country and go planting with Amanda's mum. yellows, and purples, and blues. too much gorgeousness to handle. really. I'm so into enjoying my new discoveries. My room is seeming to reflect it too. oh god, don't even get into my crazy collection; KID STORE GALORE! Maybe ill have to show da E-WoRlD them some day. we will see- if you will see, then!
ABOUT ALL THIS MOVING SHIT!
crazycrazy, my mind keeps switching back and forth, but i think im staying forth-forward with these thoughts, and im gonna put them to text: i hate the city. im moving there in 4 months (cuz i NEED 2 BOUNCE THIS ASS OUT OF THIS HOUSE, wearing my life out), but im totally not down with being a city kid! i just know im going to crave to move back, not in this house of course, but near i know. then comes miami a year and a half from there. JUST FOR MY CAREER. 2 year degree for public relations, im trynna work up in some clubz 4 REALZ. and if i aint doing advertisement for it, might as well be represented as a hip hop fly azz dancer for them. <----sheit part 2! but those palm trees suck. seriously, gross/no thanXXX homie. get my shit started, try to do some acting, then im bouncing. seriously. thas dat back up planning they teach you in highschool. PLAN A. PLAN MOTHERFUCKIN B.
conversations lately have been increasing, depth and on levels haven't yet known to me before. well, glad to know now! psychology= ;lakdjf;lafd;kjadf, sigh! my brain almost snaps (being so cautions about that too). i just feel like when im 70 im going to be like this wizard or something if i keep thinkin about all this crazy shit, shit.
oh someone(MAHsELF) left a note on my computer!:
someone above has seen me do alright. someone above is watching with a tender eye!
- SO NICE TO REMEMBERRR, so nice to constantly keep in mind. even though i don't believe in any real god, but da ghetto god. stay true 2 my hood religion.<---(GHETTO)GOD, BEST LURK EVER. myspace has been providin, IM TELLIN YOU!
I've had such an ultimate time these last few days, with my gurlz. but i think ill only post upon my 2 days with Amanda, because it was so dreamily funnn! in no order, and certainly not limited to, here! take a look, if you want:
bon fireyaa lAmEZorsz
and i was soggy as fuck, wearing dat life out.
but it was like my second one, so i am actually kind of thankful!
+ i did get kind of drunkZorsz
get me home, to yo best icee cream evah homie. giit wiit iit!
AY BOO. my buddyyy, freinzz since 8th grade.
keepin it strong & sexxxiii!
huge nature walk
WASHED DEM HANDZ
hood trail mix- DAT PARTY MIXXX
!
TREE BARK GEAR!
peacock business like crazy/always.
lurking dat grocery store!
supa soccah!
fuck friendship braceletz when you got FRIENDSHIP MINI MAJIC REFILLABLE BAEBAY KIDZ BOTTLEZ!!!!!4THEWIN.
finally got some more photos of both of us together. shitty/gross, but who cares.
LOL HER MAMMY CALL HER FUNKYBUNKY. wtf. hahahaahahahahaha
like martin say,
PEEEEEEAAAACEEEEEEE!