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the things you did in high school: the way you thought, dressed,etc- you dont really do anymore right,at least not exactly?
well i feel like i have been recently upgraded, that definitely came with being 19. I cant actually handle this upgrade right now, its a lot and almost overnight. I look back at my journal in disgust. i am not satisfied with anything really. I hate the things that i wore, even the as of late. Everything i feel is completely a downgrade! (So this could actually finish those feelings that i was having in that last entry or 2.)
My mind is telling me to deal with the simpler of daily situations, instead of getting wrapped up with the complex. TEENAGE-AGE CRISIS! ? At age 19?
i just want to delete, get rid of, throw out..everything. I feel icky! i want to get wrapped up in books, better music (OHGODYES), increase my vocab., much needed shopping. i want to create,add, get rid of, take in..everything new centered around sophistication.
1. To cause to become less natural, especially to make less naive and more worldly.
summers ended; no matter; projects are continued!
she showed me something only a new-to-be-mother could hahahahahahahahahahahaha
hahadfhafhds;lahdfhhadfhahdfhahdhfahd OMFG. <33333 COUSIN. NUTZ
new friends,
we are doing just fine!
well i feel like i have been recently upgraded, that definitely came with being 19. I cant actually handle this upgrade right now, its a lot and almost overnight. I look back at my journal in disgust. i am not satisfied with anything really. I hate the things that i wore, even the as of late. Everything i feel is completely a downgrade! (So this could actually finish those feelings that i was having in that last entry or 2.)
My mind is telling me to deal with the simpler of daily situations, instead of getting wrapped up with the complex. TEENAGE-AGE CRISIS! ? At age 19?
i just want to delete, get rid of, throw out..everything. I feel icky! i want to get wrapped up in books, better music (OHGODYES), increase my vocab., much needed shopping. i want to create,add, get rid of, take in..everything new centered around sophistication.
1. To cause to become less natural, especially to make less naive and more worldly.
summers ended; no matter; projects are continued!
she showed me something only a new-to-be-mother could hahahahahahahahahahahaha
hahadfhafhds;lahdfhhadfhahdfhahdhfahd OMFG. <33333 COUSIN. NUTZ
new friends,
we are doing just fine!